Wants vs Needs H.S

Four

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Hours in I'm drunk but loving it, dancing with Millie and Sofia to beyonce and not giving a fuck who's watching.

"Hey Han" Jamie shouts over the loud music while placing his hand on my hip to stop me from dancing so I can speak to him.

He places his other hand on my hip while telling me about how he had to convince the neighbours his parents were in and it was a undercontrol party , when I notice deep emerald eyes staring in not me but jamies head.

If looks could kill, well, bye Jamie nice knowing you.

I decide this is my moment and place my arms around his neck making Jamie more than happy to pull me closer and lower his hands.
I like Jamie he's good looking and sweet, hes always smiled at me even when he's down he's kind and if I took a second glance I know it would be just as great as the first.
Its only then I realise he's leaning down to kiss me.

I want to I do but I have a barrier telling me no but I can feel HIM watching and I cant disappoint his show right?

I begin to lean in our lips brushing and his hands squeeze my hips before good ol harry has enough of his film and interrupts, but not so obvious this time.

"Your embarrassing" he whispers but enough for me to hear. And with that I kiss him,
I kiss him hard I cant cry when hes so close to me he would know so I distract.

I get about 10 seconds before I feel myself get shoved from Jamies weight.

"hey watch where your going!" Jamie shouts trying to prevoke harry by shoving him.

Typical how it was him to shove him knowing it would interrupt us
Oh im glad he saw.

"Not like I was interrupting much she's only kissing you because im here" he laughs in his face.
I can feel the anger welling up inside me.
"wrong we've been kissing for about 3 months now, why do you care none of your buissness as she said before leave us alone" Jamie steps forward obviously lying because I've only properly spoken to him for 2 weeks but Harry doesn't need to know that.

Hes not intimidated by harry and that's what begins to scare me.

"Kissing for 3 months? That's defiantly while she gets in every other lad in this rooms pants, isn't that right H?" Harry stares at me with sarcasm, he knows he's lying he just wants me to feel embarrassed like he used to, make me feel small.

I look over at Sofia shes shaking her head telling me to leave it.
i bite my tongue
If only Jamie did.

He lunges forward gripping him by his shirt never in my life did I think Jamie had that in him, yes I love a man in me.

Louis gets between them separating them giving Jamie a pep talk about how its not his place to say anything after what he did.

Harry just stares at me but theres a look in his eye.
Its when I here louis tell him how he's upsetting me by being here, the look in his eye changes.
He looked me up and down and shook his head. Dismissing the party and headimg up stairs.
I want to follow I really do, he looked sorry maybe he was?

I walk to Jamie in urge to apologise for his actions, only he's gone and louis gives me the look to say, don't go after either of them.

Harry styles, he ruins your life even when hes not in it. And I hate it.
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