Wants vs Needs H.S

Twelve

"Hannah you thought you could get away, didn't you?"
Louis approaches me slapping my arm until he realises the state I'm in, I back away his words sounding too alike to the situation I'm in. Wait does he know already?

"H I was joking, I'm on about you leaving without saying hi to me in my lonely long shift? Are you ok?" his emotions grow with concern as he tries to get me to listen to him but I cant. I'm desperately searching harry for any sign of reassurance.

He looks down at me and pulls me into a tight hug, so tight my head falls to his chest as his hand strokes my hair.

Usually i'd say no get off me. But I didn't. I felt, I felt safe.

"Louis I've got this, I don't know what's happened specifically but on your break come over I think we need to sort someone out" he mumbles to louis who heads back inside to finish his shift.

I know I need to hate him, but in this moment he's all I have to feel safe, and that's all I wanted.
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It feels like hours but its only been 15minutes of me sat in a McDonalds booth, harry bought me a coffee but now he sits opposite me waiting for the story.

I'm about to begin when Louis sits down grabbing my hand and handing me a mcflurry, that I can't find the appetite to eat.

"Jamie... i. i..." I bow my head in embarrassment but harry grabs my hand reassuring me, he has a genuine look of concern in him.

"He tried to kiss me, but I said no when he got on top of me and wouldn't stop, he stated kissing my neck I said no but..." I speak fast I'm surprised if they can understand but I just want this over with. As I tell them I point to my neck unaware of the marks left before I can carry the story on Harry pulls my hand away to see the marks that are becoming visible.

"He strangled you? Are those from him? Hannah?" he asks not so nicely, the anger built up in him becoming obvious. I simply nod and hold back the tears not wanting to seem weak.
Louis comes around to my side and pulls me into a hug.

"So you came here to find louis, how did you get here? When did it happen and where is he?" Harry asks through his gritted teeth while staring out the window.

"yeah I came to louis I didn't known what to do he wanted to watch a film and I couldn't... I grabbed his car keys and left.

Silence

Hes going to kill me isn't he?" I ask looking up into his now dark emerald eyes filled with anger.

"Not if I kill him first" he stands up grabs

Jamies keys and heads to the door.

If only I took that second look.
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I run after harry trying to grab his hand tell him to stop but he doesn't
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Me and louis grab the back seat door before he has time to speed off but he doesn't guive us a second to place our seat belts on before he's speeding down the road.

"Stay behind me and Hazza H,we wont let him hurt you" Louis enterwines our hands placing a kiss on my forehead before leaning forward having words to harry.

They don't wait for me to get out the car before the pacing up my drive and Louis pulling out his spare key.

I stand there emotionless scared f hes awaiting my return.

"Oi Jamie if you want a fight have it with us you prick" Louis bellows through the house checking all the rooms.

Harry stays silent his body tense.

"Hes not here H don't worry, ill stay with you tonight, harry ill text you in the morning  will you tell the lads?" Louis shuts and locks the front door while I make my way upstairs.

"call me if you need me, if you still have my number. Ill sort this for you, I wont let you get hurt. Not again" Harry almost whispers the last few words.

Not again

I turn around to face him
"thankyou" I don't give him anything to make a conversation of.

He helped me yeah and I am so grateful but my head doesn't know whats going on the last thing I need is him entering it.

I watch as he leaves, his hair bouncing as he walks, his toned legs and the way he holds himself.

Im so stupid.

Hes already in my head.
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