I'm sitting at my dinner table and eating a bowl of cereal. I'm looking into the living room and watching the TV. "You look dead." My brother, Matthew, sits on the counter behind me and digs his hand into the cereal box.
"Thanks." I continue to eat my cereal without making any eye contact. "No comeback? College did change you." He passes by me and messes around with my hair. I snicker and break out of my serious mood. Buzz. "xxx.daddy: @gxnxvieve" I was tagged in Stokeley's post.
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bbg_azure: miss you baby ❤ [1,593 likes] → theslumpgod: @bbg_azure miss you too 😘 [3,715 likes]
xxx.daddy: @gxnxvieve [72 likes]
slumpgoddess: omg yes 😍 he's not with Genevieve [258 likes]
paper.chaser: stop being so switch up
skixtrippie: why would you want a white girl?
I go to Stokeley's page and I see he's deleted all the pictures he had of me. I feel upset but I know I can't do anything to stop his relationship. Then I get a DM from his girlfriend.
bbg_azure: leave Stokeley alone
gxnxvieve: ?
bbg_azure: he doesn't need you anymore so just leave him alone - he doesn't even follow you anymore
I thought she was lying but when I checked, she was telling the truth. Stokeley cut me off for her. I'm shocked but I shouldn't be that surprised. I'm only a fan.
I'm not deleting the picture I have of him though. I don't care if it pisses Azure off. She can suck my toes.
My biggest challenge will be moving on. I've never had a problem with forgetting about a guy and moving on but this is different. I hear his music all the time, people post about him, people associate me with him. How am I supposed to move on now?
. . .
I'm on my break with some of the other girls at work. I sit in front of my vanity and fix my makeup. I only have a minute left of my break and I decide to go back out.
"Genevieve." My boss calls me over and hands me a tray of drinks. "Could you serve these at table nine? Ariel just went on her break." I take the tray and walk to table nine. Five men, they all looked like they were in their mid-30s.
I handed out their drinks, "Can I get any of you anything else?" I hold the tray against my chest and wait for a response. They look at each other and decide they want nothing so I leave their table.
I walk back to the bar and I'm given another order. I take the tray to table six and serve the drinks to a man and a woman. They hand me a tip and I tuck it under my thong strap. I smile at the both of them and lift the tray up from the table. I look up and across from me, I see Jahseh, Stokeley and their friend.
A rush of panic runs through my body and I feel my body freeze. Stokeley sees me and does a double take. I quickly turn around and rush back to the bar. "Where is Ariel? I can't do this. I'm a dancer not a waitress."
Anna, the bartender, laughs at my comments and puts more glasses on the tray. "Table twelve." She smirks. That's their table. No! I can't do it!
I reach for the tray but someone else beats me to it. It's Ariel, "Thanks." I sigh in relief and lean against the bar. I look over at the table and, for a moment Stokeley and Ariel look over at me.
Ariel walks back and chuckles at me, "Someone wants a private dance." I look behind her and my gaze lingers on all three of them. "Which one?" I already know the answer. "The one in the durag." She smiles and looks his direction.
"No." My voice is loud and can be heard over the music. I know Ariel heard me but she tries to push me towards him. I pull away from her, "I said no."
"Gem, you're up!" My boss calls me from backstage. Gem. My stripper name. Gen the gem. Sounds cute, right?
I walk behind the stage and peak through the curtain. Their table is far enough, they won't be able to notice me. I take a deep breath and before I know it, the curtains part and it's my que to walk out.
Whatever song was playing changed. It changed to my song. Kinda like a theme song. It was Often by the Weeknd. My hands are slightly chalked up so I have better grip on the pole. I see all the thirsty men in front of me and give them a smile. They throw some money at me and I start my performance.
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Last time I was watching ghost adventures, now I'm watching dragon Ball z :3 hehe
