Back To You (A NASHLENE fanfic)

Involved

"Shar, here. Hold my hand." Nash offered his hand out for me.

Sasakay kami sa isang bangkang de makina para e explore ang kagandahan ng Palawan. Mayroon rin kaming pupuntahang maliit na isla kung saan daw kami maliligo. I don't plan on swimming though. So heto ako ngayon, about to ride a what seemed like a really small boat for all of us and with Nash offering his hand out for me. Of course, he had gone to the boat first.

I had no choice but to take his hand. Natatakot ako na baka ma out of balance at mahulog ako sa tubig. Kilig na kilig naman ang buong team ng tanggapin ko ang kamay ni Nash. Tss. Why do I feel the same way? Damn.

"Thanks." Sabi ko kay Nash nang nasa bangka na ako.

"You're welcome. I know you're scared of falling." He gave me a grin.

Ang gwapo niya is what I thought. Sharlene ano ba yan.

Laking gulat ko nalang nang biglang pinaandar noong bangkero ang makina ng bangka at saka walang prenong pinatungo ito sa kabuuan ng dagat.

"Hala manong, may mga naiwan pa tayo." Bulalas ko na may dalang pag-aalala.

"Ay ma'am, hindi po pwede na maraming sakay ang bangkang ito. Okay na po na kayong dalawa lang ni sir." Ngumiti ang matandang bangkero sa akin.

My heart started to panic. How stupid of me to think na magkakasya ang marami sa bangkang ito. I found myself calling Caroline on the phone.

"Oh shar!" At talagang masigla pa ang gaga.

"What does this mean? Bakit kami lang ni Nash ang narito?" I asked.

"Ano bang pinagsasabi mo diyan? Mag enjoy ka nalang. Sabi nina direk kailangan niyo yan. Catch up you guys!" And then she hung up.

Matamlay kong ibinalik sa aking sling bag ang cellphone ko. When I'm alone with Nash, something is always bound to happen.

"Looks like it's just you, me, and manong." Pangiti niyang itinuro ang aming bangkero na payapang minamaneho ang aming bangka.

I don't know why I smiled back at Nash. I can't help it. He's too charming for me to handle. Nash, please.

Dahil napagtanto ko namang wala na talaga akong magagawa, umupo nalang ako at hinayaan ang sarili kong maaliw sa ganda ng tanawin. Nash sat beside me in a flat wood placed in the middle of the tiny boat. Gaya ng lagi, binabaha niya pa rin ang bawat sulok ng puso ko ng mga hindi ko maipaliwanag na damdamin. Sabihin ko na kaya na ayaw ko doon sa gusto niyang mangyari? Being with him on this movie is already a torture to my feelings. I can't be with him too much para saktan lamang ang sarili ko.

"Shar, tahimik ka yata. Anong iniisip mo?" Bigla niyang tanong sa akin.

Nakatingin ako sa lawak ng dagat pero batid ko na nakatingin siya sa akin.

"Wala naman. Naaaliw lang ako sa ganda ng tanawin." I smiled a little at him and then turned away to look at the sea.

Totoo naman. I am really amazed by the clean waters Palawan has. Yung mga puno at halaman naman sa paligid ng katubigan ay tila may inensayong sayaw kung kaya't sabay sila sa galaw. The air here is the freshest among all the place I've been through. Ang himig ng mga ibon ay nagsasabing masaya sila sa kanilang tinitirhan. I just really love this place. Full of wonders, indeed.

"Ang ganda talaga dito, 'no?" Nash said, all smiles.

"Yeah." I sighed as I gazed at him and smiled at the thought that he too, was a wonderful view na tanging mga mata ko lang ang nakakakita. After all these years, kumikinang pa rin talaga ang mga mata ko para sa kanya. Kaya kailangan ko na talagang ayawan ang gusto niya.

"Nash, I don't think I can help you with making Alexa jealous. It's not right. Besides, kung mahal ka talaga niya, she doesn't need to feel jealous just to go back to you." I spoke straightly without looking at him.

"Dahil ba ito kay Jairus?" He asked.

Isa pa yan. God I'm so torn. Kung malaman ni Jairus na wala talagang amor itong si Nash sa akin, he's gonna be happy thinking I'm going to open my heart to him just like what I promised.

"Hindi naman Nash. I just don't want to get involved. You had an open relationship and the public knows about it. Now that you're broken up, for sure the people are now going crazy talking about it. It's not good if I get involved." I said and this time looking at him.

"Well, you're already involved." He replied and took out his phone to show me his twitter to me.

I'm sad for NLEX. Feeling ko dahil ito kay Shhhhh. Oops!

Nabuhay nga ang NashLene namatay naman ang NLex. Hmmm

Kasalanan to ni Sharlene. Tss

Ang kikitid din naman ng utak ng mga NLex shippers. Anong kinalaman ni Sharlene dito? Eh si Alexa yang may pinagkakaabalahang iba duh.

There were more. Some in my side and some are not. My heart sunk. Bakit ako nasali?

"Kailan pa to Nash?" i asked, shaking a little.

"They started to pop up this morning. I don't even know how they knew about it. I'm sorry, Shar." He replied.

My god. Hindi pa namin nasisimulang gawin ang movie namin meron ng issue. This is bad for publicity. And this is bad for me.