The Softball diaries.

Hello?

"Emma I'm sorry I said that." Realizing that it still hurts.

"It's okay mom." I say trying to make her feel better. Alex dying isn't the only thing she is concerned about. There was something else I could never tell a living soul about. This one I could never speak about. It happened after Alex.

"Emma are you okay?" My mom asked. I was staring off into space.

"Ya mom. I'm okay." My phone went off. It was Nolee.

The text said to get to her house.

"Mom can I go to Nolee's like now?" I asked.

"Sure. Let me get there." She said turning on to the road from the school. Oh my gosh I have to get to Nolee! I'm going to explode soon.

My phone goes off again.

Nolee: "You almost here?"

Annie: "I'm here to!"

Me: "ya like a block to go."

My mom pulled up to Nolee's house. I jumped out the car.

"Thanks mom!" I say as run to the front door.

"Finally. What took u so long." Annie said.

"Ugh let me through the door you lazy butt." I replied.

I walked with Annie to Nolee's room.

"Ya'll ready!" She said excitedly.

"What are we doing?" I am at this moment confused. The way it looked is that we were playing some weird game.

"Well I guess you Northampton kids don't play fun games like seven minuets in heaven!" Annie responded.

"Oh no. I don't go to parties that often." I do. I crash them. Nolee's parents weren't home this week so we could this. There was a knock at the door.

"I got!" I yelled as I ran to the door.

As I opened it to my surprise was an old friend of mine. If you ever read the outsiders and saw the movie you would understand. This was my friend Colt. Oh my god was he hot. He looked like Ponyboy. Wow do I just melt for him!

"Hey. Do you mind that I brought two friends with to play?" His voice was like Pony's.

"No we don't." I quickly responded.

His friends kinda looked like some of the gang from the book. The first was Jack. He looked like Sodapop, Pony's older brother. And the other was Johnny. Ironic he was just like Johnny from the book. So ya he brought his smoking hot friends. Nolee fell for Jack. Annie didn't care. Everyone in eighth grade read the outsiders so they didn't mind getting called by the characters from the book. But God was Pony hot!