Healing in the Arms of The Toma Team ( Completed )

7

I could smell something delicious and my belly growled at the same time reminding me that I didn't eat lunch. I wonder if there is any left over pizza I doubt it. I slid out of the bed went to the bathroom brushed my hair pulled it up in a ponytail then left the room in search of food .

Rounding the corner into the Kitchen not even paying attention to where any one was I saw the Pizza boxes and opened them wow there is some left I grabbed a piece of the veggie one and began to eat it as I was my belly growled even louder at me
" I'm feeding you so hush " I said out loud. I heard a few snickers but I ignored it .
" Casey , Sang called she would like you to call her when you can " Axel said
I just nodded Okay to him .
" Can we Talk " Axel asked
" Sure what do you want to talk about " I responded
" Well I just want to apologize for this afternoon with Raven , he shouldn't done what he did well the part of throwing the guy through the table " he said

" Look I just want to be totally honest with all of you I think you all are some good looking guys but I just want to be friends that's it , I am damaged goods and have too much baggage for a relationship and adding in Aleksandr in the mix I don't want anything to happen you any of you if he decides to come after me even more I don't think my heart could take it if anything happened to any of you because of me so after tonight I will be moving to another safe house I have already talk to Dr Roberts about it " I explained to them

"Casey you can't keep running from this he has to be stopped and you need to live " Axel said with sadness in his voice

" I'm not running I'm choosing to Protect you and the guys there is a difference and Do you really think you could be with someone who was Raped, Their first time with a guy is being Raped and I can't even close my eyes most nights with out seeing his face I wake up in the middle of the night with nightmares feeling so real that I think he's in the room with me , There are days I'm not sure how I function I may look like I have it together but I'm constantly falling apart with fear taking over I don't want to be alone anymore but I have to for your safety for the rest of you to be safe " I said through my tears that were falling down my cheeks

No more words were spoken Axel wrapped his arms around me hugging me tight then another set arms came from behind me I was Now sandwiched between Brandon and Axel I heard the door slam shut I then looked around and saw Corey had left the apartment
I cried again even more god I didn't want to hurt him or any of the guys. I felt my knees go weak
Axel scooped me up and carried me to his room laid me on the bed and climbed in with me and held me as I cried on his chest as he rubbed my back and shoulder whispering it will be okay . I cried myself to sleep

Axel POV
All I could do is hold her and I felt so helpless here she is barley holding on and all she can think of is keeping us safe , no concern for herself just us .
And she is so wrong about not wanting her from the first time I laid eyes on her I felt the pull . And she is wrong that wasn't her first time no matter what she thinks her first time will be with me or one of my brothers I know Brandon has given her some pleasure and I know Corey has kissed her and so have I . My lil Mouse I will protect her with all I have she isn't going anywhere.

I woke up snuggled up in Axels arms I feel so safe in his or one of the guys arms I want to enjoy this while I can because tomorrow I will be leaving them.
I had my hand on his chest I feel his breathing it was slow and relaxed almost like he is asleep. I moved my hand from his chest and put it on my hip it didn't stay there Axel grabbed it and moved it back to his chest encasing it with his hand
" If you wanted to hold my hand could've asked I would let you "I giggled out
" Are you laughing at me " Axel asked
"Nope No Nope I not at all " I giggled more
" Why I think you are Casey I think you are " he laughed out
"Naw I'm not "
"You wouldn't be lying to me " he asked with a semi serious tone but I saw the smile on his face
I shifted to where I was now straddling him as he lays on his back . I placed both my hands on his chest to keep my balance. He covered my hands with his
Wonder what it would be like to ..... Stop it Casey no need for those thoughts
His hands moved from mine to my hips then one went up my back then around to my neck pulling me down to his face
"Kiss me " he whispered
I did as I was told to my body started to react to the kiss which started out slow then as it progressed got more passionate we both battling for dominance I finally let him win and enjoyed his tongue playing with mine when he sucked on my tongue I felt the heat between my legs get stronger and I felt his penis against my core I began to move my hips slowly grinding against him