Healing in the Arms of The Toma Team ( Completed )

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The drive home was interesting neither one of us spoke no music nothing just silence which with the way I was feeling was fine with me .
What made me even angrier was I was to meet up with Sang but I know I'm not going to be able to for a while now .
After arriving back at the apartment complex and Parking I hopped out and went straight up not waiting for Axel . Walking into the apartment I knew they guys knew something happen because of the looks but I just kept walking to my room slamming the door locking it and crashing on the bed looking up at the ceiling.

" Fucking Men " I said out loud .
I got up and grabbed my drawing pad and pencils and pens Art therapy and some music therapy should help . I paired my earbuds to my phone and turn up the music and began to draw. I just drew and listen to music until my belly growled I looked at the clock it said 7 pm gee I Haven't eaten since this morning crap that's not good . I put my ear buds down and pad and pencils up , Unlocked my door went down the hallway to find the place was empty.
Gee I wonder where they all went , I didn't see a note .
I grabbed the handle to the fridge opened it and surveyed the food then did the same for the freezer. I didn't find anything that was interesting so I went back grabbed my phone then my keys and left the apartment.

I headed down to the grocery store three blocks away . I got there and took the cart and made my way down the isles picking up different things I picked up stuff to make tacos , banana pudding , salsa , spaghetti, salads , and 3 bottles of wine that were already cold . I paid for my items and left . When I got back to the apartment complex I got my bags and headed up . I had to put some of the bags down to punch the code in , the guys were still gone so I put the groceries away and started making dinner
Tacos, Fresh Salsa and all the tops for the Tacos .

I was finished mixing in the seasonings the smell of the tacos made my stomach growl even more . I still had ten minutes before it would be done so I cleaned up my mess , unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher put the spices away and cleaned up the counter tops
The salsa was chilling in the fridge I grabbed a wine glass and poured me a glass.

Dinner was good lonely but good I put everything away ran the dishwasher poured another glass of wine and sat on the couch turned on the TV found a movie to watch.
An hour into the movie I got up poured another glass of wine down it and then poured the last glass out that bottle sat back down on the couch.

The movie ended I went pee and came back opened the second bottle poured  a glass . Found another movie, This one was a Scary Movie I didn't realize it until half way through it I was now covered up with a blanket that smelled just like Brandon laying my head on the pillow my eyes started to close it was well after 1 am .
The guys still weren't home so I Before I fell asleep I went to find my phone . I stumbled down the hallway grabbed it off my bed
Went back to the living room

Sat down and began a text to all of them
Listen I'm sorry for the attitude I had to today , when or if you all come back there is stuff to make Tacos in the fridge. All I wanted today was just to get some advice on how this is to work but all I got was an attitude, It's not easy for me to ask for help for that reason  again I'm sorry
I took the blanket pulled it up closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep .

Beep Beep Beep Beeeep
What the hell is that noise I thought when I woke up then the smell hit me
" What the hell is on Fire " I yelled
The fire alarms were going off in the apartment it was filling with smoke I couldn't tell where it was coming from I reached for my phone and hit the red line for all of them I didn't know if anyone was home or still out I crawled on the floor to keep out of the smoke I had the blanket over my mouth to keep as much of the smoke out and checked Axels and Ravens rooms came back down the hallway and was almost to the door before I was overcome with the smoke I coughed and coughed
Just a few more feet Casey the smoke is in the apartment not from the hallway it was going out under the bottom of the door I can make it I have to .
I reached for the door knob
Everything went dark