The Devils Son

12. Fight

  When I wake up I can still feel Levi holding me in the bed as the sun shines in from the windows on us.

  I grab his arm and shove it off of me and I quickly get up and walk down the stairs and into the kitchen. I quickly make some food and eat it quietly so Levi doesn't wake up.

  As I'm eating I look down at my necklace. Why am I still wearing this it's just keeping me his prisoner and I'm allowing it. I take it off and place it on the counter. With this on I am accepting him as my protection and he can use that against me to keep me how he wants me. I don't want to be his thing that he fucks then leaves, I want to be independent and have a choice and lately it doesn't feel like I have one. I walk back upstairs and quietly grab some pants and a shirt and I go back downstairs and change.

  I grab a coat and walk out the door. I don't really know what I'm doing but I do know I don't want to be around him right now after last night and I can't run into another angel so I'm probably gunna have to go into hiding. if I'm being realistic I'm gunna go back to Levi because he can protect me until god stops sending angels. I guess I just need to get away for a little while.

  I walk to a nearby park and sit on the bench by the water and watch people walk around. I must have been there for about an hour when I noticed a man on the other side of the pond standing by a tree staring my way intently.

  A moment goes by and he starts to walk around the pond towards me and my heart starts to race. I quickly grab my bag and get up and walk in the direction back to the penthouse. I walk through a large group of people trying to lose him as I quickly duck into a doorway and wait for the man to pass but he never does. I peak my head out to look back at the park and the man is standing with a women and a child. He wasn't an angel? I'm so paranoid. I walk out and down the road and no one follows me. I finally try to lose the uncomfortable feeling and relax as I walk into a coffee shop and order something then I sit down alone.

  After a few minutes I look up as I realize a man has stopped beside my table? Perfect.

  "Hello" he says. He's actually cute, he can't be much older than me.

"Hello" I reply looking back down at the news paper in front of me. I can't be mad at levi and go and talk to other guys, that and he would probably kill anyone who tried to talk to me.

  "I was standing over there ordering coffee and I saw you sitting here alone and I had to say hi" he says and puts out his hand. "Jeremy" he says and I shake his hand.

  "Charolette" I say quietly.

"I've never seen you around here, you new to the area?" He asks as he sits down across from me.

  "Yah I'm new here" I say then take a sip of coffee.

  "That's awesome, how are you liking it?" He asks and takes a sip of his coffee.

  Suddenly the bell above the door rings and I look up and Levi has just walked in and he is staring right at me then to the back of Jeremy's head. Damit.

  "It's been quite the change" I say quietly as Levi walks towards the table. 

  "Hello Le-" I start as he reaches the table but he cuts me off.

  "Who's this" Levi looks at Jeremy.

"Hey man" Jeremy puts his hand out for Levi to shake. "I'm Jeremy"

  Levi ignores the gesture rudely and shift his attention back to me. I've noticed he doesn't like being touched by people.

  "What are you doing here Levi" I shoot him a look

  "You know what I'm doing here, don't play with me" he says crudely

  Jeremy then goes and takes a sip of his coffee but he immediately pulls it away yelling.

  "How fucking hot does this need to be, are they trying to kill me" he says in pain.

   I shoot Levi a look and he just grins so I kick him under the table as hard as I can although it probably hurt me more than it hurt him.

  "You know what I'm gunna go I suddenly got this really bad headache" Jeremy stands and leaves the table. I look at Levi's arms and the veins around his wrist are slightly glowing.

  "You're unbelievable" I say as I stand and storm out of the coffee shop but Levi follows close behind.

  "Got to say you have been getting good at this running away from me thing your doing lately but it's starting to get old" he says but I just keep walking.

  "You took your necklace off" he says catching up and walking beside me. "Stop" he says in a aggressive voice as he grabs my wrist and stops me, swinging me towards him.

  "This is not how this is going to work" he says through gritted teeth.

  "I'm not going to be your prisoner" I say tugging my arm back out of his grasp.

  "You will be what ever I want you to be and right now I want you to put back on the necklace and go back to the apartment" he says in a low voice trying to scare me. It's like he thinks he owns me.

  "You really are the devils Son" I hiss and I start walking back to the apartment. I won't let any man treat me like he is not even him. There is no point in just being his prisoner that would be a whole different version of hell.

  As soon as we get into the elevator and the doors close he moves in front of me.

  "What did I do" he asks more angry then confused as he starts to back me into the corner with no escape.

  "Doesn't matter, means something different to you anyways" I say looking away from him.

  "Your mad because of that" he says almost shocked? How is he even surprised of course I'm mad. I just glare at him.

  The door opens and I walk past him and directly to the apartment and slam the door but he catches it and comes in behind me shutting it normally.

  "Since the day you arrived in hell I haven't fucked anyone but you if that's what you want to hear" Levi says as I cross the kitchen into the living room

  "And I'm expected to take the devils word on that" I hiss and start making my way up the stairs when he yells "stop".

  "I am not my father" he yells. He's angry. He hasn't been angry like this with me. I'm actually scared now.

"If I was my father you wouldn't be here right now. If I was my father you would be burning in a pit of fire" he yells sternly

  I say nothing I just stare down at him. I can feel my eyes starting to water up. He walks towards me and comes up the stairs and stands right beside me.

  "I didn't fuck her because I kept thinking of you. I kept thinking about what it meant to you" he says quietly wiping away one of my tears. "I'm  fucking conflicted okay! I don't know what this is or even who I am anymore" he says clearly confused. "I care about you so much and I thought I still wanted my old lifestyle with the bars and girls but it's becoming increasingly obvious to me that I can't even force myself to care about that anymore , I can't go be with another girls now because I can't stop fucking thinking about you, this is new for me too okay I don't know what the fuck I'm doing" he says as he's almost shaking he's so scared. It's just became very clear to me that he doesn't talk about his emotions and this is a completely new thing for him after thousands of years of habits engrained in him. He's scared to be vulnerable.

  "I'm sorry" he says softly and my heart aches.

   I say nothing and just stare back at him as he holds my face in his hands. I don't like fighting with him. I can't believe I'm even thinking this but I almost miss when we where in hell and it was just us and we where never even thinking about this topic.

  He moves closer to me and without saying anything he starts to kiss me and I let him. I can't keep fighting him.