There's a monster within me
And he really likes to play games
His favorite is making me fight for my life
The goal: make me find relieve in a knife
He always wins and makes me beg
He screams awful things that fill up my head
He says its all my fault and I screw it all up
That I push everyone away
Every scar is a tally
Try represent my failures and all the times he has won.
He laughs everyday at my guilt and pain
Everything is replayed every day. Over an over again in my head
