Honestly, I fucking wanna die. Is that too much to ask? You look in the mirror and you are disgusted by what you see. I'm not talking about my wait. I'm talking about who and what I am. Who the fuck am I? What the hell am I? I don't even know anymore. Everyday I try to pick out the pieces I made myself be for you from who I really am. When you're young you think to yourself "How could you not know who you are? That doesn't make any sense." But now here I am and I don't who I am. Some days I tell myself I'm okay but other I wanna die. I cry cause I'm numb there are so many pieces of you inside of me that I can't get rid of.. What do I do to feel better again..?
