have you ever wondered what its like to just be happy? i have. its so jard to imagine cause you cant see yourself being that way. your so,used to the pain and numbeness that u dont think,u could ever feel anything else. it sucks. but i guess thats something we all have to get used to. maybe, if there is a god, maybe he wanted us to feel this way. maybe he likes seeing us all in pain and suffering. we beg him for help but he never does. why is that. why must things be this way. i just want it to end.
