Love & Romance ~ A study of Intimacy

Chapter 11

With the warmest smile I have ever seen on Lee's face, Lee lowered my head slowly and kisses the top of my head.

"That's enough..."

My heart shattered. That was all? That was really it? I wanted more. I felt my body wanting to pull him back into another kiss, but my mind took control and simply nodded.

I took in a breath of air as Lee stood and nodded. As he turned, however, I could barely catch him licking and biting his lower lip. The blush that was painted across my cheeks intensified at the action, but as he turned completely around, I shook my head and mentally scolded myself.

Enough shenanigans! Get back to work!!

"Gerald and Jasmina indulged between each others embrace within their lips dancing together. Jasmina's touches lit the nerves and Gerlad's body on fire, heating the passionate spirit within him. The princess actually trained her knight to submit to her every word and her every touch. Jasmina, on the other hand, felt her mind dive completely into chaos. She wasn't sure what to feel: happy, excited, shy. Everything came with her at once in Gerald's arms and she didn't dare let any of it go. It all became an intoxicating mix of emotions that made her feel high. She didn't want to let it go; she wanted to drown in them even more. Her heart began to do flips in her chest; was this ok? Was this something she was allowed to indulge in? For the moment, she didn't care. In a moment of temporary need, Jasmina pulled away from Gerald, clutching his chest as she panted for air. Her mind began to slow down, taking in everything and affirming her desire; she wanted more."

I stared at the page, unbelieving what I was saying and essentially writing. I took a breath and continued forward, knowing that story had to move on and so did they.

"Gerald nodded, gently kissing his love on the lips before gently peppering kisses along her cheek and down her neck. A quiet and shy moan escaped her lips, causing the red blush across her face to intensify. Never had she done that, but it would not be the last time."

I felt mildly uncomfortable. My mind began to focus on the action between Gerald and Jasmina. Why was I getting so flustered over a fictional scene? Was it because this could have been me and Lee? My face flushed a bit. It was possible, but I didn't want to think about that. Our kiss was a practice run, an experiment for me, a mere collision and indulgence of...

Of what? Of passion. Of lust. Of romance. I knew it to well from my books to be ignorant of it. That kiss was more than just our lips locking. It was something much more and I felt it in my gut.

"Gerald's lips felt like a butterfly dancing over Jasmina's chocolate skin. She reveled in the feelings he was creating in her and  she hoped to continue on. As if he was reading her mind, he gently let the tip of his tongue run along her collarbone, drawing a line up to the bottom of her ear."

Jasmina: Ahhn...! G-Gerald..."

"Another moan escaped her lips, forcing Jasmina to send her head back. Her beloved crown, one she wore with great pride, slid from her curly locks and bounced off of the mattress behind her onto the floor, soon to be forgotten for a time."

I had to stop. I was so focused on it I could feel the passion pour off of the computer screen. At least I was allowed to say so far so good. Hell, it was going better than I expected.  I forced myself to go through what I had written and edited what I could. I added more focus on Gerald's and Jasmina's thoughts as I painted the kiss like a picture with my words.

The more I stared, the more I couldn't imagine Lee and I replacing the fictional couple perfectly. I shook my head violently. Stop it, Amelia!!

I went to bed that night, wondering and hoping to finish this soon. This practice was becoming much more interesting by the day.