So the power is currently out (it's constantly going out, I hate it) and my baby is asleep, so I've decided to make this chapter.
Assignment for those questioning to run away...
What you will need:
•Paper (one or two, doesn't matter what kind)
•Pen (or pencil, pencil crayon, marker)
•Complete Silence to think.
Assignment:
Think of at least 10 reasons to not run away (or more if possible), and think of your reasons why you want to run away.
Make a T chart (as shown above) and write "Not To" on one Column and write your reasons not to run away. And on the other column, write, "Reasons To".
Then fill in both columns, remember to write 10 or more reasons not to, it doesn't matter if it's little reasons, or what you might call "stupid reasons". Then write reasons to run away.
Now once you've done that, sit there, in complete silence, and look at both columns. Sit there for a couple minutes and think of all the reasons to and reasons not to.
Every day (for 3 days) look at your list, and sit there for a few minutes.
After those three days, you can do what you want with the paper. Crumple it, rip it up, burn it, keep it, whatever you want to do with the paper.
Now write down the emotions you've felt while looking and thinking of everything, did you feel Sad? Angry? Emotional? Numb?
Whatever you've felt, I want you to know, it's okay to feel this way, and that this feeling of wanting to run away is only temporary, it was for me anyway, but I don't know your story.
You can always message me, I'm open to messages, tell me your story, I'll be glad to help you. ❤️
Xo❤️
