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Lance's p.o.v

I enter the dining hall I immediately notice keith staring blankly at his food. I get a snack before asking "hey keith are you gonna eat or....?" "Oh yeah". He takes a bite of his food "I'm gonna eat in my room" I said "ok". I exit with a plate of fresh food.

Keith's p.o.v

I start eating only a small portion. I stop as I hear voices in my head telling me I'm hideous, fat, and if I keep eating like the pig I am I'm going to be alone forever. I know the voices are wrong but I keep listening. The voices have been with me all my life, how could I not listen. 'I can help you keith' 'how' 'the key to beauty is to be empty and thin like a doll'. Everyone loves dolls in their overall beauty and perfection.
《Lol not me》 could it be wrong to listen yes could it hurt to try no. 'Throw away the food. you need to be empty, EMPTY' I stand up and grab my barely eaten plate. Throwing away the food in the sinks garbage disposal.

*week later*

'Im starting to feel weak but its ok im getting thinner slowly. My  thighs and stomach still look big. God Im so fat, ugly, and stupid. im so hungry.' 'Fill up on water its worth if you'll look beautiful'. I walk to the training room but lance stops me. "Keith I know your not eating and your starting to worry me. You need help so please let me help you." 'You don't need help you need to be thin he just wants to be the most beautiful' "I don't need help". "Ay dios mío, KEITH DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF. YOU'RE GETTING THINNER DAY BY DAY ITS NOT HEALTHY." lance shouts at me, "you don't know anything. I DON'T NEED HELP." I walk past him to the training room.

*2 weeks later*

3rd p.o.v.

The korean stumbled into the so called living room obviously starving. He pulled out a small bottle of water gulping it down. "I'm fine" he whispered to himself, "no your not" startled keith turns around in shock to find lance. Lance walks over and sits next to keith. "Tell me whats wrong" lance whispers to keith. "I'm ugly, fat, unlovable, a loner and everyone hates me" lance pulls keith into a hug as tears spill down keith's face "None of that is true".  After a while keith agreed to go to the rest of the team for help and support. All engulfing him in love and reassurance that he is perfect the way he is.

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