Dear diary, oct. 4, xx18
Is it stupid to have a diary? I'm a guy i feel like a fucking idiot. Fuck nevermind, alright so my name is keith kogane. Im 19 and I have major depression. I draw and write, I feel really fucking bad when I don't update my stories or post new art online. I feel like if im doing my best its not good so what the hell am I here for? My brother takashi "shiro" shirogane works in the army and is my guardian. We're not biological realated but he's the only real family I have left. My mom abandoned me when I was younger probably got sick of me. Dad died in a house fire saving me. I'm such a screw up. I bet at the end of 31 days I'll kill myself. Let's make a deal I will write everything that happens at school and work. If I'm not dead then I'll get a motorcycle.
Bye.
(P.S. I want a motorcycle)
