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chapter four

Today was the final show, again in London. I was glad to be back home, it's been too long since I'd last seen the familiar streets and shops. The last song the boys were supposed to perform was an acoustic version of what am I. I loved hearing them sing that song. It felt amazing seeing the reactions of the fans to the song I wrote. Daniel got his cello, again making me awe at how talented he was. ''Ready?'' I looked at him, confused. ''For?'' He handed the instrument to one of the stage managers, who walked upstage with it. ''Last song? Thought you're performing it with us?'' He looked behind me, where Jonah stood. ''I thought you asked her?'' I turned around to see Jonah shrugging, again forgetting to ask me something. ''Are you sure? It's the last concert for a while.'' Daniel smiled and grabbed my hand.

''I wouldn't want anyone else to sing this song with us, other than the woman who wrote it.'' I wrapped my arms around him, ignoring the fact that both of us smelled like pre-teens. 

I saw Jack, Zach and Corbyn on the other side of the stage. I got handed my microphone, which had purple tape on the bottom of it. The lights turned off and all of us walked on stage, Daniel sitting down, me walking up next to him. Corbyn walked next to me, pulling out his earpiece. ''It's your version.'' Telling me, that I'd take over the first verse. I gave him a soft smile and nodded. Seconds later all of them started playing the guitar, which again made me realize how talented they were. 

''I met him on a monday evening. He was standing inside a coffeeshop.''

I was prepared to hear muffeled screams trough the headpiece, but when I saw everyones mouth, moving to the lyrics.

''And I said 'hey boy, where've you been? Been lookin for a man like you for all my life.'' 

I pulled one earpiece out and listened to everyone singing the words I wrote over a year ago. I looked at the crowd, them singing beautifuly. I felt tears rolling my face and looked at the boys, who gave me wide smiles as I continued singing. 

''And he said..''

''Hey there. talk to me, before I have to leave. And maybe one day, we could be, maybe more than two lost souls just passin' by.''

Daniel sang with me. I smiled at him, placing my hand on his shoulder. The touch of his skin on mine made me shiver.

''Knew I was fallin', when I looked inside your eyes. He said 'I know you are, but what am I?''

I looked at Daniel as he started playing the cello, singing the chorus. 

I kept the earpiece out until all of us harmonized at the end, preparing myself for the screams. They came not much later, making me take a step back just taking in the view. I waved at them one last time, mouthing a thank you and making a heart with my hands, before running off stage towards Tyler and Eben. Both gave me a hug, before the rest of the boys came.

''What now?'' we got off the bus and walked up to the hotel. I stopped on my tracks and looked at the group in front of me, which turned around as they noticed me not being with them anymore. ''Y/n?'' Daniel walked up to me. I had a small smirk on my lips. ''I mean, we could repeat what we did last year, now that zach's of age.'' They all smiled and agreed. All of us already changed at the concert hall after showering, so we were ready to go. ''Let's go!'' They followed after me, not knowing where to go. 

We walked along the thames, the london eye in bright purple. I smiled at the color. It reflected on the water. Suddenly I felt a hand grabbing mine. Looking away from the water, I saw Daniel, smiling but looking at the way in front of us. I looked behind us to see the rest of the boys quietly celebrating, Jack quickly hiding his phone. I smiled at them and turned back around to place my head on daniels shoulder. ''I missed you.'' I looked up and smiled at his words. ''Just can't stay mad at you.'' He laughed and looking down to me. ''Good. Because I won't fuck this up again.'' We passed big ben, the other boys taking pictures of it, I was just looking up , daniel watching me. 

After a couple of moments we walked across westminster bridge and continued our walk towards downtown. About 10 minutes later we finally reached my favorite club, passing security, but not without me nearly crying at the fact that John retired a couple of weeks ago. But as soon as the first drink hit my mouth, my mood flipped around and I felt the music taking over my body. We sat inside a private booth, a big bowl filled with ice and drinks in front of us. 

Daniels hand laid on my leg as I was filming a video of the club for my story, finally feeling like the london girl I was, back to drinking and clubbing after nearly a year of not being able to do either of these things in america. It was the only negative point of living there, besides the obvious point. Them being their gunslaws, crimerates and so on. ''Hey, calm down Jo!'' I turned around to see Jonah trying to slide across the low table, breaking one of the feet. 

''Look at that..'' Daniel slurred as he pointed at the table, Jonah sitting in front of it. ''he sat on the table.. his ass is just so fat.'' Jonah looked up to us and leaned closer, clearly drunk. ''Guys, guys.. don't listen to Daniel, it looks fucking amazing.'' We started to laugh, me throwing myself to the side, only still sitting on the bench because Daniel wrapped his arms around me. ''Guys, it looks so good!'' Daniel leaned closer to the table pointing at it. ''Thats ugly.'' I kept laughing until Zach leaned over Daniel to look at me. 

''You got that on camera, right?'' I nodded and quickly ended it, just to post it on my story, not realizing how stupid that was.