rants: cuz i have no one to talk to besides myself and even i'm sick of my shit

this is the start of something new

tuesday, july 24th 2018
11:43pm

if you didn't sing the chapter title you need to reevaluate your life.

my book title has fall out boy quIVeRinG and panic! is so shooketh to the core they've fallen into their grave
(idek what's me being sarcastic anymore)

is wattpad secretly me ??? because it has been literal years and they s t i l l have not got their shit together.

so my rant book has been deleted🙃
like🙃
just randomly🙃

thank you wattpad.

so now looks like i'm starting over.

f u n .

also, i had a bryllon oneshot book with like three parts, and i probably wouldn't have published it anytime soon, but i actually really liked it and i would sometimes just reread it just for pleasure, BUT NOW THATS DELETED TOO.

i also had this phan fic that had like one or two parts that got deleted but eh idrc about that, it was shitty and i was never gonna finish it lmao. i'm very upset though that the bryllon one got deleted! my writing wasn't actually that bad for once!!

i literally had 11 works and 55 drafts. i am actually considering unpublishing a couple certain works on my account, but wattpad literally chose one that i wanted to keep ahdjskaka!!! and most of those 55 drafts are actual garbage, like over 50%, and you deleted one that i actually loved ughghhgh.

i'm just like grumbling rn.

sigh, anyways.
this time around, i'm gonna try to actually date everything and try to make this more organized lmao.

idek why i'm bothering with this tbh, i always get too lazy to write down what i want to say oops.

and also i don't actually like reading people's rant books...
except for you, kat, i love your rant books lmao!

but like, do you read them if it's just some account you're interested in? or if you're actually friends with the person? like? idk what the proper protocol is lmao.

another thing i ultimately dislike about rant books, is that they're all just scrapbooks of cringe. whenever i looked back at mine, i always had to stop and take a moment to regret all my life decisions.
but y'know, it wouldn't be my life without regrets.
*insert seinfeld theme*

okay but by the end of this book, this will either be really inspiring, and show that overcoming depression is a reachable goal, or it'll be tragic, and just be me drowning in a pool of depression.
PLACE YOUR BETS NOW.
*cue jeopardy music*

rip all the edits i lost😪
i think i have most of them?? maybe?? but i've definitely lost some soldiers ugh.

(i started using emojis semi-ironically and i hate myself oof)

uh
idk what else to say right now
maybe i'll edit this part in the future??
—em

wednesday, july 25th 2018
9:23pm

soooooo
my rant book came back lmao, so did the drafts i lost.

so now i made this book for nothing.
i legit spent hours making brand new cover lmao rip.

i'm an actual cover slut™
please take a moment to appreciate

still waiting for someone to write the fic of the schuyler sisters vs the heathers
somebody please make it happen oml
(lowkey gonna add this idea to my plot book lmao)

maybe this is all a lesson about not being impatient? or having trust?
but schools out so idc about lessons lmao

so i'm gonna keep this.
why you may ask?
"cuz fuck you, that's why!"

this is now...a sequel??? teeeechnically?????

if you're new here, uh welcome.
you don't have to read the first one lmao, unless you wanna check out those qUaLiTy eDiTs😤👌💯

but like yeah.

if i'm really bored i might switch everything, or just certain parts, from the last book to this one, just to make this...make more sense????

but i don't have dates or times for those parts so it'll ruin everything...shit...

maybe i'll just move all the edits to here.

oR
maybe i'll just continue with my normal rant book, and use this as a 2019 rant book???

idk, i'm kinda liking the idea of using this for 2019, but we'll see.

yEET
see you soon, or in 2019
—em