BILL DENBROUGH X READER

10

Over the past few days, you've been thinking a lot about what you said to Bill. Was it really meant to be or where you just being a bitch?

You sit in your room feeling lonelier than ever.

That day, you get a knock on your door.

You open the door to see Eddie standing there.

Y/n: hey Eddie... what are you doing here?

Eddie: can I come in? I need to talk to you... it's important. It's about Bill.

Y/n: umm okay... come on in.

Eddie: so I heard what happened the other day.

Y/n: it's okay... you can be mad at me for hurting him. I made a mistake.

Eddie: I'm not mad. I just need to tell you something.

Y/n: is he okay?

Eddie: I don't know... nobody knows.

Y/n: wait, what?

Eddie: he's been gone since this morning. Nobody's seen him.

Y/n: oh no... this is my fault... I played with his feelings! I'm going to look for him!

Eddie: I'm not sure is that's the best idea right now...

Y/n: I don't care! I need to find him!

You have never been so mad at yourself.

Eddie: he's been crying ever since it happened.

Y/n: Eddie I'm going to look for him! You coming or not?

Eddie: I can't let you go alone.

You and Eddie are gone for the whole day.

Eddie: it's getting dark... what now?

Y/n: I'll tell you what's now. We keep looking. I'm not giving up on him.

Eddie: well there's one place we haven't checked...

You and Eddie stare into the dark forest.

Y/n: it's worth the risk.

Eddie: I'm scared... are you sure?

Y/n: of course I'm sure. Trust me.

You and Eddie hold hands and walk into the forest.

Y/n: Bill?

You call out.

Eddie: what are you doing?

Y/n: calling out his name!

Eddie: come on the last thing he wants is people to find him.

Y/n: wait stop.

You both stop.

Y/n: listen close...

You can both hear whimpering and crying.

Eddie: where is it coming from?

Y/n: I don't know!

Eddie: Bill!

You hear someone yelling. It was Bill.

Bill: help! Help!

You can hear him screaming.

Y/n: were coming Bill! Stay there!

You and Eddie start running.

You see Bill laying on the ground holding his arm, curled up in a ball.

Eddie kneels down.

Eddie: Bill it's gonna be okay!

Eddie grabs Bill's face. There were cuts and blood all over him.

You bend down.

Y/n: Bill I made the worst mistake of my life!

Bill: help! I c-cant breathe! I'm l-losing blood!

Bill is crying which makes you cry.

Y/n: Bill stay with us! We're here! We're right beside you and we're not leaving!

You take your sweatshirt off and put it over bill, considering he only had half of his shirt left which looks like it got ripped apart.

You pull Bill's face close to yours.

Bill: my arm!

You looked at his arm to realize it's all bruised and bent. He had broken his arm.

Eddie takes his shirt off and wraps it around Bill's arm like a cast.

Bill looks at you.

Bill: If I die I just want to say... I love you.

He takes his working arm and attempts to pull you in. You can feel it shaking.

Y/n: Bill...

Bill: don't leave! I c-c-can't!

Eddie: were not going anywhere! Look at us! Look at us! Bill!

Bill is now unconscious.

You and Eddie carry him to the hospital which is right outside of the forest.

You and Eddie are told to wait outside the room. He is handed back his blood washed shirt.

Hours later, a doctor comes out of the room with a worried look.

Y/n: is he okay?

Doctor: I'm sorry to tell you... I'm afraid we've lost him.

You and Eddie grab each other, and drop to the ground. You're both laying on the hospital floor, crying your eyes out.

Eddie: we lost Bill! We lost him! He's gone!

Y/n: and it's all my fault!

Eddie holds you even tighter.

Eddie: it's not your fault! Never ever think that!

Y/n: it's my fault! I hate myself! I don't deserve life! It should have been me!

Eddie: stop saying that!

You both stumble over your words as you were crying while you were trying to talk.

Eddie: he really loved you... he didn't even stutter once while saying it. Did you notice? He was in love with you.

Y/n: I don't know what I was even thinking at the time I told him I didn't want to date him. I made him feel like nobody would want to love him. And now he's gone!

You hear a voice in front of you. Richie is standing there.

Richie: guys... what's going on?

He sounded serious.

Eddie: Bills dead! He's gone!

Richie dropped down into you and Eddie on the floor.

This is the first time you've ever seen Richie cry.

He had his arms wrapped around you and Eddie.

Richie: I'm sorry guys...

Eddie: he was so special but a delicate boy.

Richie: I can't live with out him! He was one of my best friends!

Y/n: I can't even help hating myself over the fact that when he was dying, thinking about how the last thing I thought of him was unloveable.

Eddie: stop!

Y/n: and when he told me he loved me... I didn't even tell him I loved him back... but I never got a chance to tell him that when I said no one will ever love him... I was going to say no one will ever love him as much as I do... I never got to finish...