BILL DENBROUGH X READER

17

The next week at school was a blur. You obviously haven't been at Bill's house all week and it felt weird not being around him. Maybe this was good. Maybe you both needed a break from being with each other 24/7 since you met. Space can be good and sometimes you need time to yourself.

You weren't alone at school. Beverly would hang out with you most of the time in school. The losers had nothing against you or Bill. They understood you both needed your space. They would kind of go back and fourth to talk to both of you but separately. Bill wasn't taking everything so well. The losers told you he looked depressed most of the time and he would randomly leave classes. You felt pretty bad because of it. You and him tried to stay as distant as possible from eachother because of the awkward tension when you walked past him.

At lunch on Wednesday you sat at the tree with Beverly and Eddie. You and Eddie were pretty much like brother and sister now and you could tell him anything.

Bill, Richie, and Stan sat on a bench. You couldn't help but notice they kept looking over at you making it pretty obvious they were talking about you. Not in a bad way of course.

Y/n: what should I do? I feel bad. Should I talk to him?

Beverly: whatever you think is right...

Y/n: do you think he wants to talk to me though?

Eddie: do you want me to ask him?

Y/n: I don't know... not right now. I have some sort of feeling he's mad at me. But the tension and separation is so hard. We were so close last week but now we're avoiding each other. I miss all of us hanging out.

Beverly: I miss it too. But it's not going to fix itself... come on just talk to him!

Y/n: I'm scared I'm going to make things worse than better. What if he yells at me? I know he can get a bit violent with his words when he's mad or sad.

Eddie: your not wrong on that one. But we will help you. We will be right beside you okay?

Y/n: the thought of being in a fight with him scares me. But... Beverly is right. It's not going to fix itself.

Eddie: okay... want me to go get him?

Y/n: I guess so.

Eddie stands up and walk over to the bench.

You and Beverly stand up.

Beverly: I can tell your nervous... but hey. Everything will be fine okay? Me and Eddie are going to be beside you the whole time.

She pulls you into a hug.

Eddie: guys... they're coming.

Y/n: what am I even going to say?

Eddie: just tell him what you're feeling.

Beverly looks at you and nods her head in agreement.

Before you know it, Bill is standing right in front of you. He didn't say anything.

Y/n: Bill... I think there's a few things I need to say. I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it. But I just can't stand that we were so close last week and now we're avoiding each other. We both needed space but I think it made things worse. I just want everything to be okay again.

He just stood there in silence for a few seconds. You thought he was going to say something but instead he just pulled you in and kissed you. For a really long time.

Stanley: well that didn't take long...

Bill: I've wanted to do this for the whole week.

He started to cry.

Y/n: no don't cry!

You hug him close to you.

Y/n: this will never happen again okay?

For the rest of the lunch hour Bill was laying down with his head in your lap. It felt so good to have him around you again and hug him. Everyone was pretty happy that you and him were good again.

You went to Bills house that day after school and and swimming in the quarry together. And of course you ended up staying the night at his house again.

Sorry short chapter but I gtg! Next chapter will be longer!