BILL DENBROUGH X READER

14

You wake up a bit earlier than Bill. You go to the bathroom and get ready for school. You honestly didn't feel the best. Since what happened last night you felt really bad for Bill. And if your parents can't even accept him as a friend, how will they ever accept him as a boyfriend?

You wash your face like usual.

You reach into your bag, looking for your clothes realizing you didn't have any in your bag.

Y/n: I guess I'm wearing the same thing as yesterday...

Bill knocks on the bathroom door.

Bill: can I c-come in?

Y/n: sure.

Bill: y-you okay?

Y/n: not really. You know life really sucks right now.

Bill: do you need a day off from school?

Y/n: I've missed too much school already... if my parents find out I've been skipping... I'm dead.

Bill: your wearing the same c-clothes?

Y/n: I just realized I forgot to bring a change of clothes...

Bill: I can f-find you a sweatshirt to wear if you want.

Y/n: okay that would be good. I'll just wear the same shorts as I'm already wearing.

He hands you a black hoodie.

You slipped it over your head. It smells like him. You liked it.

Bill: you r-ready?

Y/n: I guess I gotta be.

You lay your head on his shoulder.

He puts his arm around you to comfort you.

Bill: I'm s-sorry. I wish I could make it better.

Y/n: don't apologize Bill... your the one thing that's making me happy. You and the losers.

You walk downstairs. Your head is just clogged with negative things. Your in that stage in life where your wondering why you even exist. You don't know why... you've just been down lately and bad things are building up. You didn't want to see your parents at all.

Bill notices your eyes are getting really red. Your in the verge of tears.

Y/n: I can't.

You break down crying into the ground.

Bill kneels down to your level.

Bill: all I w-want is for you to be h-happy.

Seeing you crying made him cry too.

Y/n: do you ever have that feeling where you want to die but just temporarily? Like just disappear for one day?

Bill talked you into feeling better and you walked to school. You weren't going to lie you looked like complete death. Your eyes were red, you had dried tears around your eyes, you just felt weak over all.

When Beverly sees you she runs towards you.

She sees your state.

Beverly: what's wrong?

It didn't take much for you to start crying again.

She pulls you into a hug.

Y/n: I'm just having so many problems right now... I can't deal with it.

The rest of the losers join into the hug.

Richie: it's going to be okay... we're all your friends. We'll be here whenever. Okay?

Stanley: I've had that feeling before too... it's not fun but we're all here for you.

That was the first time you've ever seen him cry.

Every starts to get a little emotional. Seeing their friends cry made them cry.

Beverly: think happy today, okay? Just remember we're all here and we love you.

Eddie: yeah... we have only known you for like a month but it feels like we've known you forever...

Y/n: I'm so lucky to have friends like you.

After talking for a while the bell rang for glasses to start.

You walked to your first class with Beverly. She made you feel much happier.

Finally lunch came and your mom was there to pick you up for your appointment.

Everyone gave you a hug before you left.

You open the car door and get inside.

Mom: I don't remember telling you that you could stay with a friend last night? You seriously slept over at a boys house? Unbelievable!

Y/n: mom-

Mom: don't mom me! How am I supposed to know what you two are up to?

Y/n: mom listen! He's one of my closest friends! We don't do anything bad. You can't assume we're messing around just because I'm a girl and he's a boy!

Mom: and why are you hanging out in a friend group full of boys?

Y/n: mom they're good friends... and Beverly isn't a boy.

Mom: still! I hear your hanging out with them every single day! For all I know you could be messin' around with them! You and that girl! I've heard about her too... she's a bad influence!

Y/n: mom I swear they're just friends! I would never do something like that with them! And Beverly isn't like that. They're just rumours and they're not true!

Mom: oh yeah, well maybe you should hear the rumours about you!

You look at her in confusion.

Mom: I think you know very well what I'm talking about!

Y/n: what do you mean?

Mom: screwing around with a bunch of boys you barely know! I hear from the officers son that you were with him and his friends last weekend! They're way older than you! I can't believe this!

Y/n: I don't like them mom! The only boys i talk to are Stanley, Eddie, Richie, and Bill! I swear that's it!

Mom: it better be nothing more than talking!

Y/n: who's telling you all these lies mom?

Mom: Greta Keene I think her name is. She's the daughter of the guy who works at the drugstore. I was picking up my prescription last night and she told me everything! She wouldn't lie. She's a good well raised girl. Why can't you be more like her?

Y/n: she called my a slut!

Mom: stop blaming others!

Y/n: I'm not! You believe some girl over your own daughter?

Mom: if it's the truth...

Y/n: you know what mom? I'm going to say it now! I'm Bills girlfriend! We kissed! I have had sleepovers with him the whole time you were gone! I had sleepovers with all my friends! We went swimming and did fun stuff together, more fun than I've had with this family in years! Because you only care about Brooke! You disclude me from everything! Get mad at me for being friends with boys, a girl rumoured to being a "slut", and me having a boyfriend. Because guess what? This past month they were there for more than you and dad ever were my whole life! And I'm happy because of them! I'm not 10 years old! I have a life! Get that into your head!

That made her pretty quiet for the rest of the car ride.

After your appointment your mom dropped you off at home and went to work.