Saving her (Colby Fan fiction) DISCONTINUED

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Drew opens the door after the first knock. "I told you I'm not buying any cookies-" he starts but I push him out of the way and go sit on the couch. He walks over and puts on the office, then runs into the kitchen. "Beer and ice cream?" He asks. I laugh and nod taking a spoon and one of the beers from his hands. My phone buzzed for the ninth time in two minutes. I look and see Colby is trying to call me. I ignore it and put my phone on silent, Drew looks at me confused but I just shake my head and say "I'm popular now I guess," causing him to laugh.

After about four hours of watching the office and eating ice cream Drew finally asks me what happened. "I should probably go, I kinda ignored everyone's calls and texts the whole time I was here. Can I come over tomorrow?" I ask. He nods and says "go they're probably worried sick idiot!" Pushing me out the door. I wave as I run to my car. I pull up to the house and walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. "Bella!" I hear Jake yell, I turn around and smile. He runs up and hugs me, I wrap my arms around him as he rocks us back and forth. "You gotta start talking to us Bella," he whispers, I hear him sniffle and hug him tighter. "I'm sorry," I mumble into his shoulder as he rubs my back. "Hey Jake have you heard from-" I hear Corey start to say, I turn around and look at him smiling. "DUDE YOURE BACK!" He shouts excitedly running towards me tackling me in a hug. "Apparently I'm well liked here," I say laughing. "Are you kidding? We all love you!" He says letting go. I see Aaron and Sam running to me and I open my arms ready for the hug. Aaron picks me up and squeezes me, I wrap my arms around him. "Hi!" I say enthusiastically as he puts me down. I walk over to Sam and give him a hug, he wraps his arms around my torso and puts his head on my shoulder. We stand there for a minute and finally pull away. Brennen and Elton come and give me a group hug, then everyone starts talking at once. "Guys, one at a time Jesus." I say giggling. "Where were you?" Colby asks running into the kitchen. He picks me up and spins me around, once he sets me down I tell him where I was. He frowns a bit and I pull him into the living room to tell him what happened. "Look Colby don't be mad please." I say rolling up my sleeves, revealing my cut arms. He looks at me and gently grabs my arms kissing them both. "I can't be mad at you for doing that. It's okay, you just need to start talking instead of doing this." He says lifting my arm slightly. "I kinda did some on my legs too," I mumble. He shakes his head and sits down. I pull down my sleeves and sit down next to him. "Should I have Jake help me bandage everything up?" I ask him, he just shrugs as I stand up. I walk upstairs and yell "Jake come help me with something," as I grab a pair of gray shorts. I walk into the bathroom and change then open the door to see Jake looking for me. "In here idiot," I say opening the door more showing my legs. He runs in and shuts the door immediately hugging me. "Bella," he starts slowly pulling away. "why?" He asks quietly. I just shrug as he puts his hands on my hips and lifts me onto the counter. He touches each cut gently, examining each one to see how deep they are. I reposition on the counter so my legs are spread slightly, giving Jake room to stand there if he needs too. "Please. Talk to me. Why did you do it this time?" He says grabbing some alcohol and a cloth. "Do you want the truth or do you want it sugar coated?" I ask him and he looks up. "Truth. Full truth. No lies. Just facts." He says putting alcohol on the cloth. "Okay," I start, then nod. "I hate myself. Everything. I don't think I'm good enough for anyone. I'm too weird. I'm too awkward. No one loves me and I've just come to accept that. I'm drowning in my own thoughts Jake and they won't stop. I don't know how much more I can take." I say looking down and messing with my hands. Jake comes and stands in between my legs and lifts my chin up. I see he's crying and pull him in for a hug. "Jake, please don't cry over me." I say rubbing his back. "Of course I'm gonna cry over you bella I care about you dammit. And so does everyone else in the house." He says holding onto me tighter. After he finished cleaning and bandaging all my cuts he helps me off the counter and we walk into Colby's room so I can put some joggers on. He turns around and shuts the door not turning around so I can change. We go downstairs and into the kitchen where Colby is. I go up behind him and put my arms around his torso and bury my head into his back. He slightly turns around and chuckles. "B what are you doing?" He asks pulling me away. I frown. "Trying to give you a hug but obviously you don't want it." I say turning around. I feel two hands on my waist pulling me back and I giggle as he pulls me into his chest hugging me from behind. He puts his chin on my shoulder and whispers in my ear "wanna go watch a movie?" sending shivers down my spine. I nod and we walk upstairs hand in hand. I lay down on the bed and watch as he grabs his computer. He lays down next to me and kisses my cheek. "You missed." I say smiling. He slightly blushes and kissed me lovingly on the lips before putting on Up. I snuggle into his chest and start to fall asleep. "Goodnight princess," He says kissing my head before I fall asleep.

(A/N) HI IM REALLY ANGRY CAUSE WATTPAD DELETED THREE OF MY CHAPTERS AND I JUST GOT RID OF THE ONE SO IM CURRENTLY REWRITING THE OTHER ONE THAT GOT DELETED AND IM PUTTING ALL THE CHAPTERS IN MY NOTES SO THAT IF THEY GET DELETED I WONT HAVE TO REWRITE THEM UGHHH okay goodnight