First things first: TRIGGER WARNING!!
Don't read if there's even a slight chance of you being triggered. Read at own risk. Please, if you struggle with any form of self harm, please know that there are people in this world who want to help you. Please feel free to speak to me whenever. I myself have suffered.
This will be focusing more on cutting.
Also it won't be in story format, instead it will be in Bullet Form, because it's just too heart breaking to write it in a proper story format. If you want it in story format then comment below. If I get a total of five people asking for it in story format then I'll do it.
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•it was getting too much for you
•the bullies
•the stressful work of school
•your new family seeming to ignore you and never being around or never having time for you.
•and to add the cherry on top: the year anniversary of your parents death was coming up.
•Zoe had been going through a loss in the family so she went to visit her sister in Jump City a few days ago and she barely spoke to you since she left.
•you were all alone.
•you took it hard
•it started after yet another group of people who pretended to be your friends.
•you overheard them saying some very nasty things about you.
• "how could THE Bruce Wayne adopt such a stupid and worthless thing like her?"
• "I bet they hate her and regret letting the stupid stray in."
• "tell me why are we even her friends again?"
• "because she's THE Bruce Wayne's stupid and worthless adoptive daughter, she's loaded! We get free stuff and all we have to do is pretend to be nice to her!"
•one word: ouch
•you took the words to heart because at that moment you were at a low
•you got home, trying to forget what you heard
•you saw the boys in the kitchen but they were whispering amongst themselves
•you went to greet them
•they stopped talking and just stared at you
•they rudely chased you out
•even Dick and Alfred
•freaking ALFRED guys!
•you ended up crying in your room
•you had enough
•you grabbed your plastic pencil sharpener from your school bag and stomped on it with your foot (you still were wearing your school shoes)
•you picked up one of the razors and ran to the bathroom, locking the door behind you
•the first thing you saw was your reflection
•all the hurtful insults and names ever thrown at you, replayed in your mind
•one
•the night your mom was kidnapped while you hid in the kitchen pantry cupboard and watched
•two
•three
•your dad's body jerking as the bullets...the bullets meant for you...collided with his body
•four
•five
•the bullies
•six
•the boys...your new family hating you
•seven
•eight
•your teachers' disapproving stares
•nine
•the media portraying you as some useless girl that only alive because of pity
•ten
•oh no
•ten was too deep
•no no no no no no no no no no no
•you grabbed your bathroom towel and clutched it over your heavily bleeding wound
•you heard someone knock on your bedroom door
• "(L/n), are you in there? Pennyworth asked me to retrieve you for lunch."
•you hoped he would think you were asleep
•but how could you fool someone from the League of Assassins
• "(L/n)...is that blood I smell?"
•how the fuck could he SMELL it? Is he a freaking bloodhound?!
• "(L/n)! Answer me! I'm coming in!"
• "No!" You yelled before you could stop yourself and you bolted to stand
•big mistake
•you instantly regretted standing up as you fainted
•Damian heard your body fall and freaked
•the boys heard the thud from downstairs and grew concerned
•Damian barged into your room
•first thing he saw was your broken sharpener and the missing razor
•he rushed to your bathroom door and tried to open it but it was locked
•he rams into the door with his shoulder a couple times
•the rest of the family heard the noise coming from upstairs and decided to do investigate
•getting fed up, Damian kicked the door down.
•it flew off its hinges
•when he saw you on the floor with blood surrounding you, his heart broke
•he trapped a clean towel and tore a piece off before wrapping it around your wrists
•he picked you up bridal style and rushed out the bathroom
•but he ended up literally rushing into Bruce
• "Damian, what's-"
•no words could describe the shock and guilt and hurt that twisted at their hearts
•they saw you in Damian's arms, you both were covered in blood, your school uniforms stained
•they saw where the blood came from
•they all quickly rushed you to the hospitalI know I can't just stop it here but it's getting ridiculously long. Comment if you want a part two...if you could risk to read a part two
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