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ch.1:Unbreakable

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It hurts
Doesn't it?
Best friends ?love of life ?
Such a lies
People relationships turned out to be such a lie
at least for me;
Well not all
At least I have that relationship I wanna protect with all I have
At least I have that relationship I still cherish
At least I have those people I wanna be good for

Life teaches us the biggest lessons as they say
Yeah,they are right

That friend gonna stab you in back as soon as they got enough of you
Ah! A friend of use !
That how they say it
But,believe me
Once ur use is gone
Once u r useless
Not good enough for them
They gonna knock u down
Cheat U,stab u and find others to start the cycle again

And that lover you sacrificed your life to
That lover you think of before urself
Gonna knock you down
Once you can't satisfy them anymore
Once you aren't good enough for them

You gonna start thinking
Sure,not everyone is bad
Sure it's my fault
I am not good enough
You know?
It's your fault
Why to wish never to exist ?
Why to bring everyone before you?
Did they ever realize how it is to feel you aren't good enough ?
No!
They don't really care

Stop blaming urself
Stop waiting them to text
Stop asking if they ok

"STOP! Don't tell me I am not good enough .....I am not good enough"
I screamed to myself but none could listen

I recollected my papers which was running throw my room in this stormy cold night

Picking my drying blue pen from my desktop
Sitting on my cold chair
Next to that fade flame of heat coming out of my candle

' I got enough of person I am
Yeah,I am changing,again.
I am getting back my old self
But an updated version
It's ok
now I am unbreakable'
Those were last words I wrote with my pen before it's blue ink dried
And so were my tears