Pretend It's OK (FINISHED)

Chapter 3 - Perrie's POV

I know something is wrong with Jade. I can tell she isn't sleeping at night. She'll spend the evening pretending to get ready for bed and she'll get into bed with me but when I wake up in the night she's sat by the window looking at the moon or writing. I wish she'd talk to me. I wonder if Jesy or Leigh have noticed something is going on with Jade. "Pez?" I screamed quietly as Jesy spoke. I turned and whispered "yeah Jes?" still shaking. "That's the third time I have said your name now. Are you okay?" she asks, looking concerned. I quickly recover and tell Jes that "I was just thinking. Where's Jade?" I quickly ask, eagerly changing the subject. Leigh is laid on the sofa, seemingly paying no attention but it's her that answers. "She's recording love she's got about ten minutes left" she tells me, not looking up from her phone. Jesy walks over to me, tapping Leigh on the way over. Leigh leaves her phone and follows Jesy to sit next to me as well. "Now talk" they say in sync as they often are. "W-what do you mean? What should we be talking about? What have I forgot to do?" I whisper, starting to panic slightly. "Pez just because you can fool Jade and Leigh is attached to her phone," Jesy starts "doesn't mean I haven't noticed something's wrong" she finishes, ignoring the glares Leigh is giving her. I quickly look away as Jesy tries desperately to make eye contact with me. "Pezzy talk to Jesminda and Leigh-Leigh" Leigh says hugging me and glaring at Jesy in the process. Jesy sticks her tongue out at Leigh and mouths "later" before turning her attention to me. "I'm just a little worried about Jadey that's all" I whisper nervously. I sense Jesy and Leigh looking at me but I don't look up and a few seconds later Jesy says "I'm glad you mentioned it because we are too". I start to play with the hem of my top nervously as I feel Leigh look at me. "She isn't sleeping at night" I whisper, almost in tears. Jesy and Leigh squish me in a hug and Jesy whisper "oh Perrie, we're going to get to the bottom of this" Jes whispers. But I know when I find out what's happening it won't be with Jesy and Leigh. It will be me and Jade, alone. 

Authors note- 

Thank you all so much for the messages I have received and for being so patient with me. I will try and upload more regularly from now on. That's really all I have to say so enjoy!                               

Much love,                                                                                                                                                                              

Jade xx