Pretend It's OK (FINISHED)

Chapter 5 - Perrie's POV

Jade sits up and pulls her knee to her chest and rests her chin on her knees. "Do you need anything honey?" I whisper tentatively. Jade shakes her head so I sit next to her and carefully wrap my arms around her and hugging her tightly. She shifts so she's laid with her head on my lap. I twirl her hair around my fingers. "Jadey baby what's on your mind?" She sighs and whispers "God where the heck do I start Pez?" I continue to play with her hair and she smiles slightly. "Starts wherever you think is best gorgeous" I whisper. Jade clears her throat and then speaks. "I guess it started when I was 12"  I try to relax and brace myself for what's coming next.

Authors note-
I'm not real proud of this its sort of just a filler chapter more than anything but I hope to have the next chapter draft written soon. Now here's something I wasn't going to mention but the reason I sometimes take a while to post the next chapter is because when I was younger I fell off a trampoline and hit my head on concrete. Now apparently I have an incredibly solid skull because I didn't crack my head open but since then I have sort of mini seizures and if it's really bad I sometimes lose the ability to speak properly so I can't say some words properly or at all (if you've read TaT just think about Camila towards the end of it where she's doing much better but isn't perfect) It also affects my arms so I can't write. I'm having treatment for this but it seems along with the headaches I get I'll always have these problems so I hope you can accept that. Anyways with that in mind I'll hopefully have this finished by around February/March next year and this trilogy will be done by the the end of 2019. I do have an idea for a 5H fanfic however that may be scrapped before it gets too far. Anyway this note is probably longer than the chapter so sorry 'bout it. I'll be back soon lol.
Much Love,
Jade xx