Rejected || Bang chan [DISCONTINUED]

7. Flashback

Chan's p.o.v

I sighed and snapped my book shut . No use in pretending to study. My mind keeps going back to my old school, to my old class, to my old friends and to.......... her

Flashback

'Good morning ' woojin wished me
I wished him back and linked my arm around his shoulder and hit me playfully in my head.

Both of us started walking towards our locker but woojin's girlfriend maira called out to him and he walked away.

Shees talk about fools in love!!
Erm... but i guess then even i am a fool for my heart slipped.....again...today as i spotted her walking towards her locker.

Her locker was two lockers away from mine.

I was sure that as usual our eyes would meet and both of us would look away. She would walk away slightly fast and i would just be there, trying to steal glances.

But today she was coming towards me..... WAIT WHAT!? My heart hammered hard inside my chest. No, she would pass, she would pass.

I tried to act normal and turned my back to her so that she won't see my flustered face.

'Umm... hi chan' she said

'Oh! Hi Y/N' i turned around to face her

'Umm... can i talk to you for a second'

'Sure, what is it? ' i tried to act normal and not to make a fool of myself.

'Not here, it's quiet crowded here' she said i could sense the nervousness in her voice, that means it's something serious.

'Okay, let's go to the garden then' i said as it is morning now and no one will me there at this time.

In school garden

'So what is it?' I asked not able to control my curiosity.

'Umm... Actually i wanted to confess you about something' (seriously this girl and her ummmm's )

Did i hear correctly did she really say confess as in confess about her love or there is another meaning of confess.

'Huh? Confess? Me? About? ' i asked with a confused look as i was still not able to believe what i heard.

'Actually i wanted to confess you about my feelings for you........ I-i re-really like y-you' she said that shadeof pink clearly visible in her cheeks. Awww...... she looks so cute when she blushes.

' actually I've been liking you for you for the past one year. At first i tried to control my feelings towards you but it can't be helped and now i can't take it anymore. That's why i wanted to know if you feel thesame way about me. ' she said

At that i was like on top of the world. I mean image when you like someone and that person comes and tell you that she likes you how will you feel? I was about to say that i feel the same way.

But something stopped me from saying that.

Well you see my mom left me when i was 7 years old. And my dad being the CEO of the company he was never able to spend time with me.

I was ok with it because i know that he is doing this for my betterment. But i guess he wasn't ok.

So he decided to marry the daughter of CEO of the LEE COMPANY.
Ms. Lee yuri i know her she is a very kind and nice lady, she even have a son who is same age as me. So my dad wanted me to shift in their house and that today was my last day at school.

I wanted to be in relationship but.... as much as I love her, the more I hate long distance relationship, and i have my own reasons for that.

I can see that she was very nervous and was quietly waiting for my answer.

I didn't knew what to say at that time only one word came out of my mouth.

'Sorry' i know that all the readers are hurt right now but trust me I'm more hurt than you all.

'I'm really very sorry, i know you are a very good girl, but the thing is that I've always seen you as a friend and nothing more than that and right now, i want to concentrate more in my studies than this things, i hope you understand ' i lied

'I understand' she said with a shaky voice.

'Oh! You do? I guess we'regood then? ' i said with a nervous smile 'but we are still friends right?' I asked her not sure what to say.

She nodded and gave me a fake smile.( I am so sick of this fake smile, fake smile..... ok sorry wrong fandom.)

Seeing her fake smiling at me really broke my heart. I immediately hugged her, at that time it felt so good i wanted to stay like that forever.

End of Flashback

And now I'm here smiling like an idiot and thinking about my past. I guess I've had enough for today i should go to sleep now.

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