Alpha King Love

Chap 3

The next few days at school there wasn't any sign of Ethan. I became less paranoid around Jessa and fell into our usual routine. A week went by when Jessa invited me to another party. As soon as the words flew out of her mouth my palms got sweaty, I began to shift my gaze any where but at her. She could of heard my heartbeat for all I knew. I told her I'd let her know if my plans open up because I have a term paper to hand in on Tuesday.

I just lied to my best friend, could things get any worse? I shook off my feelings of guilt, my reasoning was for sound.

Later on in my bedroom I finished all my homework for the coming week and picked up a new book I got called Ruin by Rachel Van Dyken. I was halfway through the book when I began to fall asleep. Everyone was out and about at the party, plus my parents were entertaining our guest at a restaurant a few towns over. I'm so stupid thinking everything was safe. In the middle of the night I heard strange noises outside my window, the smell that hit me shouldn't have surprised me but it did. Watching in horror as Ethan climbed through my window, I sat there shock still as he made his way over to my bed. I couldn't even breathe. He casually began taking off his white tee, then his shoes and eventually his jean clad legs. I knew what was coming but I still begged him to reconsider as he had his mate to think of. He just gave me this slow sensual smile he uses to charm everyone with and crawled into my bed towards me as if we were lovers separated for too long a time. He behind trailing kisses along my leg towards my privates. I uselessly tried to pull my legs away from his advances but all it resulted in was me being roughly pulled under him and a slap across my face. I whimpered at the assault, my wold was already howling at the back of my mind. He spun me onto my stomach and ripped my shorts from my body. He leaned into my ear and whispered "You might as well start to enjoy this because when I told you that you belonged to me I meant it. "

I licked and nibbled behind my ear as he said it.

I pretty much checked out after that episode. Just before he left my room as he was getting ready to leave, he kissed me on the mouth and said " You're a pretty good lay. " He then proceeded to jump out my window like he was never there. I crawled off the bed and began dumping everything in my room that he tainted into a garbage bag. I promised myself I wouldn't cry anymore so I sucked it up and carried on like a trooper. I took a bath and refreshed my room of any traces or smells of HIM.

God what a mess.

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Saturday passed with me always looking over my shoulder wondering if Ethan was gonna pop out of no where and have me do anything disgusting with him again. Some of the things he had me do...........*gag* just thinking about it made me sick. I began wearing baggy clothes to make myself even less attractive to him. No matter what I wore or looked he keeps getting drawn to me like a fly to light. Each passing day another part of my soul was ripped apart and thrown away. My body became an object to be defiled for his sick pleasure over and over and over................. I don't know how much more of this secrecy and hiding I could take.

A month passed and the Cynbel pack took their leave. Before they left the Alpha of Cynbel told my Dad to expect his son in the following weeks, if everything went as planned all the children of the neighbouring packs would meet up for the annual Alphas and Alphas in Mating Ball. I totally forgot about that. I started to feel sick all over again. WHAT WAS MY MATE GOING TO THINK!!!!! More than likely that I was a slut who couldn't even keep her virginity for him. I wanted to unleash my fury at life being so unfair, but who did I have to talk to? Absolutely no one. I'm just the Alpha's nerdy daughter who can't even walk a straight line without tripping over her own two feet. They may respect me but it only goes so far.

I couldn't even remember the night of the party so how am I gonna explain this situation. I only have myself to blame for everything that happened. If I didn't go to that stupid party none of this would have happened.

I deserve my miserable existence.

Two weeks after our guest left Jessa and I were sitting alone in my room. Out of the blue she asked me "Bira?" I replied "Mhmmm what's up Jess?" I was writing a report for my chem class so I was completely focused. When I noticed she didn't reply I looked over at her to see her all ready looking at me with concern in her eyes. Before she could ask what was on her mind my door burst open. I was startled to say the least. When I looked to floor I saw a pair of unfamiliar brown loafers, I kept going up, up , up and when I reached to the top of those shoes, my my my, the sight that greeted me was breathtaking. I sniffed the air to see if he was my mate but he wasn't. I don't think I'm ready to meet my mate yet anyway. Those baby blues looked at me and spoke "Your Mom sent me to get you two. Hi, I'm Leandro, future Alpha of the Cynbel pack."

A/N

What do you think this means...........things should get a little more interesting around here.

The photo above is how I picture Kabira.

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