I'll Keep Believing:Frerard:~Sequel to Born To Lose~

Chapter 5:Suffer All The Children

-Chapter Title Credit:Sleep by MCR-

"Gerard! I've called you three times!IWhat the hell man?!"Bob shouted as the red headed boy slipped into the back office of the cafe.

"Why are you late?"Ben demanded .

Gerard groaned and rubbed his aching forehead wishing they would both calm down.

He was here now.

"Sorry.I over slept."

They both fell silent staring at Gerard as he tied his employee vest on.

His mind kept flashing back to his hallucinations yesterday.

It was probably caused by the amounts of drugs he's been doing and lack of sleep.

Gerard could feel Ben and Bobs eyes staring at him intensely.

"What?"He snapped finally switching his glare between the two of them.

"Mikey text us last night....we know today is your grandma's anniversary...."

Gerard stiffened.

"If you would excuse me-"

"Gerard wait,"Ben sighed reaching out to stop him.

"-I have customers to attend to."Gerard growled his eyes flashing dangerously.

He left them standing there,to take his place at the register where two blonde teenage girls stood waiting impatiently.

Throughout the day,Ben and Bob tried to start numerous conversations.

Gerard refused to talk,even to the customers.

He just typed in their orders,gave them change when necessary and took them their food.

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Gerards eyes locked on the clock hanging on the wall behind him.

Almost time for his break,thank fucking god.

"Gerard!"

He watched as the door of the cafe swung open causing the bell to ring.

Gerards frown deepened.

Mikey flashed a small smile at him and Gerard simply glared daggers at him.

"How are you feeling?"Mikey asked strutting up to the register.

Fuck off.you are the last person I want to see.

Gerard just wanted to be left alone.

He was depressed enough and it was only worse knowing today just marked another year without his grandma.

Not to mention he was feeling very ill.

He was sweating slightly and felt as if he was going to be sick at any moment.

Mikey frowned studying his brothers face.

"I miss grandma to you know."

Gerard narrowed his eyes.

"What do you want Mikey?"

"To check on my older brother of course.Your not exactly stable are you?Talking to somebody who wasn't there at work the other day makes it sound like your beginning to trip out again.You havn't been taking your medication have you?"

Gerards blood ran cold and he felt his pale face become even worse as the blood drained from it.

"Y-Yeah I am.Every morning....I've just been tired."

"Your going crazy Gerard,"Mikey sneered.

Gerard shook his head frantically,"No no no.Im just tired.I-I'll get better.Im going to get better."

Mikey tossed his head back and laughed.

"Your never going to get better!"

Gerard had began shaking.

The words tumbling from his brothers mouth were his worst fears.

He had to get better.

He would be fine when Frank got back.

Frank would help him.

He needed Frank.

"He's never coming back for you Gerard,"Mikey said going serious,as if he had just read his mind.

"Yes he is."Gerard said confidently.

"Gerard,why would he?Do you think he really loved you?You?Have you seen yourself?He was just confused and desperately seeking comfort after everything that happened to him...You just happened to be there.He doesn't need you like you need him.He's probably already forgotten about your existence."

Tears had formed in Gerard eyes as he looked down at his converse.

"Why are you saying all this Mikey?

Mikey grinned.

"Because it's the truth....just like how im sending you back."

Gerard head snapped up,panic flooding his body as he whispered,"What?"

"Gerard?'Ben's voice interrupted.

But neither Gerard nor Mikey broke eye contact to pay attention to the other man.

"Im sending you back to the mental hospital.Its where you belong."

Gerard began to shake his head more frantically than before.

"Gerard?"A hand grabbed his shoulder but Gerard flinched away from it.

"Im not crazy,"Gerard muttered backing away.

"What?"Ben asked confusion flooding his facial features.

Mikey had began to laugh again,clearly amused.

'Im not crazy..."Gerard said louder and darted out of the cafe.

Tears streamed down his face as he ran,not knowing where he was going.

But he didn't care.

He couldn't go back to the mental hospital.

Mikeys laughter rang through his ears making him run faster.

Im Not Crazy....

-Shortish chapter.Sorry for not updating yesterday,I had wrote some but I got to tired to keep working.SOOOOO What do you think is going to happen?Do you think Gee is going to be thrown back into the mental hospital?Comment :) -ChemicalSkeleton