Based on true story
What if she's not the person she told me.
What if I was catfish-ed.
What if I fall for her without knowing who she really is.
Flashback
It was 3 am in the morning and I'm still surfing on the net. I can't sleep. But then something came up to my mind. Im bored so I opened omegle.
Kim suggested this cite to me, if I feel lonely or bored or horny. Im using this because I'm bored not horny haha.
I've encountered a lot of people some are looking for love life like really? Haha its funny how a person can find a love live thru talking to a stranger.
"Hi" the stranger said
"Hello :)" I replied
It took the stranger a little while to reply so I send something.
"Maybe were perfect strangers maybe its not forever, maybe the night will change us maybe its not forever" i said, i really don't know whats the correct lyrics but I feel really comfortable towards this person.
"Haha you ha" the stranger replied
I smiled with the thought na babae tong kausap ko. Isa siya sa matinong kausap ko.
"I eend mo ba if ever na babae ako?" I asked.
"Nope, why would I" and that's it. I laughed. I really dont know why
"Hahaha well Hi to you miss." I said
"Can we call nalang masakit na kasi fingers ko." She said
I gave her my number and we talked about a lot of things. Her voice was music to my ears. We became friends not only friends but best friends but we only know each others firstname she said she want to have a thrill sa friendship namin.
"Dennise where are you?" I asked
"Hi Ly, i'm sorry Umalis kami ng family ko" she said
"Oh okay mag pahinga ka na." I said then she didn't reply
For the first 3 months we were talking non stop. 24/7 to be exact. I talked to her family already, i mer her grandma but only thru call.
Suddenly i realized that I like her. I really do. But then when school season started we had our gap. We can't talk that much because of school works
"Den, I like you" I jokingly said
"Hahaha ikaw ly haaa wag kang ganyan" she said while laughing.
I know this sound so stupid but I fell in love with a stranger.
She only remembers me when its midnight or she had a fight with her flings.
"Ly may nagkakagusto sakin. And he wants to meet up with me daw." She said
"Dennise I'm telling you dont go. Alam mo naman yung danger babae ka and lalake yung immeet up mo. If you want sasamahan kita" i said
Kahit di kami mag kakilala sa mukha I want to protect her but she always deny na samahan ko siya.
Once in a month nalang kami nag uusap minsan inaabot ng 2 months and nabalitaan ko nalang na nagka boyfriend siya. She told me na sinagot niya manliligaw niya.
I was hurt pero I accept the fact na di talaga kami pwede because she's straight and I'm not.
End of flashback
Today is Saturday, i woke up because my phone was ringing.
"Hello?" I said with a sleepy voice
"Ly?" Dennise asked
Napa upo ako ng maayos
"Yes, den? You need something?" I directly asked
"Grabe ka naman ganyan na ba tingin mo sakin" sabi niya na parang nag tatampo
Totoo naman kasi tumatawag lang siya pag kailangan niya ako.
"No its di naman sa ganon pero bakit ka pala napa tawag?" Sabi ko
"We broke up" she said
"Why?"
"I realized that I like someone matagal na" she said and kinabahan ako
"Who's the lucky guy?" I asked
"Ly i'm not straight as you thought, not until I met this someone" she said
"O—kay?" Clueless na ako
Until now 1 year na kaming mag kakilala and we still didn't know about each others identity.
"Alyssa, I like you." Dennise said, i was shocked about what she said.
IM IN THE PHASE OF MOVING ON. DAHIL ALAM KO NA HINDI MAGIGING KAMI BUT THEN MAG PAPARAMDAM SIYA SAKIN TATAWAG NA PARANG WALANG NANGYARE.
Yung parang instant kalandian yun ako. Marupok ako kaya ganon. AT HINDI KO SIYA KAYANG TIISIN.
"Ly? Alyssa?" Tawag niya sakin
"Den.. baka naman naguguluhan ka lang" sabi ko
"No ly, i know mula nung nameet kita may iba na sayo" she said
"Den.. kelan ? Paano? Sabi mo straight ka?" Gulong gulo na ako
"Ly people change, una palang pero iniwasan kita dahil sabi mo may crush ka sa school niyo" sabi niya, that explains why na di siya nag rereply after ko ikwento yun. Di ko naman alam na nag seselos siya.
"Den I like you too" nasabi ko na din
"..." silence was eating the both of us.
"So ano ba tayo? Walang mag babago ah" sabi niya
"Lets take it slowly den. Di kailangan mag madali" sabi ko
"Okay sure" sabi niya and the call was ended.
After that di na siya nag paramdam 2 months after she called telling me that she misses me.
Haha ganyan naman siya namimiss lang ako pag wala na siyang makausap.
Until wala na talaga di na siya nag paramdam. I texted her when I was drunk she didn't replied I also tried calling her coz I need someone to talk to pero wala. But then pag tumatawag siya sinasagot ko lagi. And now I want to move on. And if ever she calls i'll end up answering it again.
And I don't know if this will be my favorite mistake. If it is, then I will be a forever sinner.
