Alyssa's Pov
I was just staring at the stars, wondering when and how will your love come back. It was just a week since I've come up to my senses that there's something wrong. You've been giving me cold treatments and dry replies. The weather actually suits you.
I didn't know what did I do. I wanna know what happened Den. Do you still love me? Everytime I say I love you, I mean it. But you can't even reply. I'm confused. I'm hurting, Den. But I don't care. Letting you go easily is the last thing I would do.
*riiing*
"Bro asan ka?" tumawag si Kim
"Nasa lapag" i said
"Tang ina pare seryoso kasi" asar na sabi ni Kim
"Park. Nasa park ako" sabi ko
Agad naman binaba ni Kim yung tawag. Minsan di ko alam kung siraulo ba to o ano e.
*ploook*
"Aray puta" nagulat ako ng may bumato sakin ng sapatos
"Punyeta ka pare kung san san na kami nakarating makita ka lang. Sabi ni tita bigla ka nalang daw umalis ng bahay niyo ng walang paalam" bulyaw ni Ara sakin
"Wafs naman lagi naman ako ganito e" pag alma ko
"Oo lagi ka ganyan pero kung san san ka naman namin napupulot. Kung hindi sa police station, sa bar. Putcha wafs minsan nga nasa dagat pa e hating gabi." Reklamo ni Kim
"Oo na dami mong satsat" sabi ko at tumayo
"Sooo san tayo?" Tanong ko sa kanila
"Anong san Valdez???" Bigla naman akong nanigas sa kinatatayuan ko
"L-laura" isang salitang nabanggit ko
"Dito lang kayo at walang aalis nakakaintindihan ba tayo?? At kayong dalawa! Balak niyo nanaman kunsintihin tong mokong na to! *pak*pak*" Sermon si Laura at binatukan yung dalawa.
"Pfffft" pigil kong tawa
"Manahimik ka dyan! Mamaya ka sakin" agad naman akong nanlamig sa sinabi ni Laura.
*****
Kasalukuyan kaming nasa tambayan namin sa may antipolo.
"Ly when will you ever stop?" Tanong ni laura sakin
"Di ko alam" tanging sagot ko
"Ly alam mo masasapak na kita ang ayos ng tanong ni Lau sayo e" sabi ni Kim
"I honestly don't know." Sagot ko ulit
"Guys alam niyo wag na natin pilitin si Ly. Malaki na yan kaya na niya sarili niya." Sabi naman ni Ara
"I guess this is what love can do, teaching us how to endure pain and being blind at the same time." Sabi ni Laura
"Loving her was a choice, she chose her even though she's gonna get hurt" Sagot ni Ara
"Okay lang kasi I lost someone who didn't love till the end. She lost someone who loved her and will still be loving her." Sabi ko
"Ly, being marupok once is enough pero kung maraming beses na ang tanga tanga mo na." Sabi naman ni Kim
Lahat kami ay natawa dahil sa pag ka conyo niya
"Tarantado ka Kimang conyong conyo" sabi ni Ara at binato siya ng chichirya
I'm happy to have friends like them. They never failed to make me laugh. And lagi silang nandyan whenever and whereever I need them. They didn't left me at my worst nor at my best and I'm willing to do the same thing if sila ang sana kalagayan ko.
I'm still staring at the night sky and stars. If only you could hear me shout your name, if only I could feel your love again. The stars in the sky will never be the same. Lyrics yon ng kanta pero tamang tama ako. Siguro ngayon hindi mo pa ako iniiwan Den pero alam ko at ramdam ko na malapit na mangyare yon. Ang kailangan ko nalng siguro ay ihanda ang sarili ko.
