Jersey High | Grayson Dolan

Nine.

I think it's been a few hours, or it could just be what it feels like. I have no sense of time and I'm starting to lose my shit. I keep getting angry but I couldn't show it. Fuck Jake. I need him to go the fuck away. I don't give a shit about what he posts on the internet anymore...

THE INTERNET.

MY CHANNEL.

THE FANS.  I think it's been a week or two since I've posted an actual video, maybe 3 weeks even. I started to get really stressed out and I could hear a faint beeping, it was going really fast the more I got stressed and upset. The sound started to annoy me more and more until I couldn't take it anymore.

"SHUT UP YOU ANNOYING MACHINE." everyone stared at me with confused faces as I started to look around the room. I woke up. Everything that started to piss me off actually helped me wake up.

"Jordan!" My mom rose from her nap I'm guessing. Grayson stood there. mouth parted, confused. He raised an eyebrow. My mom ran over to my body and hugged me.

"What's so funny, Dolan?" I tried to breathe out.

"You're out for 2 days and that's the first thing you say?" He chuckled

"2 DAYS?!" I exclaimed

"Honey, Grayson here missed school because he wanted to make sure you were okay, his brother... Uhh.. Ethan." She turned to Grayson "Am I right?" She asked, Gray nodded and she turned back to me "Well, Ethan came to visit a few times also, but he said that he had already missed enough school." She started petting my head.

I gave her a dirty look "mom, please. Stop" as I motioned for her to go sit where she was before.

"Okay, I'll just go get some snacks then, you must be hungry." I nodded and she walked out, Grayson excusing her from the room. The door closed and Grayson put his attention towards me again.

"So why'd you say it?" He asked, all serious now.

"Say what? What'd I say" I asked in confusion

"Do you really want to go out with me?" My eyes widened and I choked a little

"WHAT?!" I gasped

"Yea, you were all like; 'Grayson, oh please take me out. Kiss me all over my face.' I was shocked honestly, and then I came in 'Jordan, you're so desperate' You tried to grab me and kiss me, then I kissed Karen, one of the nurses. It was greeeeaaaatttt" He emphasized. By now I could tell this was a joke, also because of the over exaggerated voices he used. I started laughing and he joined in.

"Did I actually say anything?" I asked smiling at him.

"No, but you did scream" He informed me and I rolled my eyes

"I know that Dolan." I replied

"Why did you scream though?"

"Well, I was unconscious but I could hear everything. I was getting angrier every time that thing started beeping, it was only beeping because I was getting angrier about it. I think that I woke up because of that fucking beeping." I started getting heated up again. I took a deep breath and continued to sit on the bed as my mom walked in with a few bags of chips and a bottle of orange juice. Gray ran over to the door to help my mom with all of the items.

"Here, Jo" My mom handed me a bag of Doritos. I opened the bag and started eating before they could even sit down. They looked at me and my cheeks started getting hotter by the second while I was being stared down.

"Can I help you?" I swallowed. Grayson laughed and went to go sit down next to my mom, she started talking with him, loud enough that I couldn't hear. I would just notice Grayson looking over to smile at me once in a while. Then my mom left again without giving me a warning.