||Will-O'-The-Wisp || 💫#FreeMentalIllness ||Wattys 2020||

A N X I E T Y

It's One Of Those Days Again,

I Can Sense It;

Those Days Which You

Never Talk About,

Those Days When You

Drown In Your Thoughts

With No Way Out.

Those Days When You Hug Yourself

And Try To Convince Yourself

That ,You're Worth Every Single Breath You Take.

You Try To Distance Yourself From Everybody

Because, You Don't Want Them

To See Your Dark Side.

You Claw At Your Own Skin Hating

The Way It Feels Against Your Body,

You Claw At Everything And

Everyone That Comes Your Way,

Then You Recoil And

Become A Constant Weak Whisper,

You've Lost The Strength To Deal With It All.

The Darkness Within Me Was Something

I Wouldn't Want Anyone To See.

I Feel Like I'm Drowning

But Why Do I Want To Dive In ?

I'm Poisoning Myself Again,

Maybe I Was Searching For A Way Out,

Maybe I Was Just Tired Of Everything.

Those Days Where Your Mind's Like A Fucking Disease,

Everything Twisting And Turning All Around

And Tearing Your Mind Apart,

The Dark Days Are Back Again