Today was horrible. I had to stand for 9 hours straight on hard floors!!
I can't take anymore of that bat crazy shit.
Right now I'm watching Divergent. I'm at the part when truss finds four and they are fighting. It's my favorite part.
YAY THEY SAVED EVERYONE!!!
I want to cry.. I just want to cry.
Why can't I have anyone here for me? Why can't I be pretty or skinny or smart?! Why do I have to be "ME.?"
Why can't I be loved?
Why why why?!
Why am I still here?
My biggest fears-
Dying,
Drowning,
Eaten alive.
I know, they are silly, but ironically, I'm scared of being dead. Weird huh? I mean, I want to die, but I'm scared to.
You cut, you die.
You run away, you die.
You breathe, you die.
You live, you die.
Why have rules, when everything you do, leads to death??
YOU ARE READING
Journal.
RandomOk, so I need to write. Write out all my feelings. Some stuff I will keep to myself. But I want everyone to see what it's like to be me. I won't write everyday but I will write.
