I miss him. So much. I just want him back. I atleast need to say bye to him. I didn't even get to say bye.
I thought that I was strong. I thought I would be able to make it through this. But I can't. I fucking can't!! I don't know why I still love him after all the hell he put me through/putting.
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Journal.
RandomOk, so I need to write. Write out all my feelings. Some stuff I will keep to myself. But I want everyone to see what it's like to be me. I won't write everyday but I will write.