BTS Family - Family matters, NamJin

35.

Seokjin's POV:

Namjoon's thumb smoothly ran over the back of my hand, while he stared at my seemingly 'sleeping' face.

Obviously, I was not sleeping.

I think he forgot, that I had troubles with falling asleep and I think he was totally oblivious, how intense his stare was.

It wasn't intimidating, but I still felt watched and that let me squirm in my seat.
I was desperately trying not to show him my ugly sleeping-in-a-sitting-position face, or to scare him off with drooling or snoring.

I didn't want to leave a bad impression. Sure people say, that your loved one will see and love all your 'ugly' sides at one point, but I decided that we haven't reached that stage yet and wouldn't anytime soon. Thank you very much.

Maybe he would trust me enough and care less about his appearances, but he was Namjoon and I was Seokjin.

I was a god-damn deadly gorgeous visual and I earned good money with my beauty.

No need to let anyone, especially my boyfriend, think otherwise.

So, I laid awake with closed eyes, afraid to 'wake up' and ruin this peaceful, tiny but absolutely lovely moment.

Namjoon's thumb was still circling on my hand and he was still staring at my face, as if it was a textbook that held important information about his next exam and he was eager and desperate to memorize it all, even the tiniest point. Even my tiniest pore.

Other than that, Our kids were eerily silent. Nothing good comes from quiet kids ever.

Well, Jungkook was, finally, sleeping on Namjoon's chest. We tried to move him away, to lay him down and help him and Namjoon to be more comfortable, but the baby threatened us with tiny whines and the promise to wake up instantly, if he got moved just one inch away from his new cuddle partner and bed.

With a sigh, Namjoon played the generous, defeated victim and complied to baby Kookie's tantrum.

It was nice to know, that your boyfriend was multifunctional. Not only a dad, a lover and a story-teller but also a cuddle partner and bed.

Jungkook let out tiny content squeaks, god only knows what the little rascal was dreaming about, and clutched Namjoon's shirt tighter from time to time, crumbling the fabric in his tiny fists.

It was an adorable sight, though. So adorable, that The old,friendly lady was constantly cooing at him, to such an extent, that it was almost annoying and I feared that she would try and kidnap my youngest at the end of the day, because he was 'simply too cute'.

Well, apparently, being too cute could be dangerous. I'll never stop learning.

I just wished that Namjoon did stop it some time soon. Because all his studying of my face made me giddy inside and it was hard to hold back the blush that was creeping on my cheeks.

Of course I could play innocent and say that it might have been the dream, but knowing Joonie, he would want to know what I dreamed about. Sure, I could answer, that I already forgot about it, but then he would simply assume it was about him and would tease me all day long.

And indeed it was him who was the culprit, but not his dream-alter-ego but the real deal.

Is this how it feels to go nuts?

At least the tiny fight between Tae, Minnie, Hobi and Yoongi was done, forgotten and in the past.

Apparently, Hoseok decided that he had to read his story about space-bunny's to Jimin this instant and challenged Tae and Yoongi to change seats, either with him or Jimin.