Sad Love

Chapter 11

SAM'S POV
I've been waiting out here for about 10 minuets and I'm starting to think she ditched, not mad at her though because it might be something really personal.
Just as I stand up to go inside the door opens up and Nikki turns and slowly shuts it.
   "Did they ask what we were doing?" I raise my eyebrow.
   "No, they were busy, making out" she mumbles and comes and takes a seat beside me. "Are you sure you still want to hear it?" She looks me in the eyes.
   "Only if you want to tell me" I say softly.
   "Okay, well, when I was a kid my dad died in the army, and my mom remarried to this one guy who was so nice when she was dating him but once they were married he was like... I don't know how to explain this but I'll try. In shorter terms he used drugs without us knowing but what we did know was that he was a crazy alcoholic, he would abuse me and my sister, oh but my mom, she had it the worse. So one day he came home drunker than ever and he ended up killing my mom and my sister while I hid outside in this old barn we had with our two horses. He came in the barn and he found me so I hopped up on Dakota and took off. After a couple hours I've been hiding in the forest, I saw his truck leave so I went back home and found my mom and my sister dead" she takes a breath then continues, "I called the cops, but before they got here my step dad came back and found me. He was hitting me and when you smelt him is stung your nose and could make you puke. Well I did puke and he hit me so hard I blacked out and I woke up in the hospital" she sighs trying to hold in the tears. I feel so bad for her, losing her mom and her sister at that age would be so hard. I can't imagine what it would be like without my brother, wait actually I can, probably less annoying but it would be boring, but that's not the point.
   "Nikki I'm so sorry" I say as soft and gently as I can.
   "That's why I don't drink or go around people when they are drinking because of that time."
   "Did the cops arrest him?" I ask.
   "Nope, he got away, and because he got away, just knowing he's still out there it gives me such bad anxiety, I just can't handle it" she sighs. Just as I go to put my arm around her someone burst through the door.
   "Hey y'all good out here" Dean asks.
   "Yes Dean we are Fine, thanks" I smile.
   "Okay you coming in to finish the game?"
   "Yeah sure."
   "Okay cool." We stand up and walk to the table to finish our game and after that we head to bed.
~that next morning~
   My eyes blink open as I roll over to see that I actually got to sleep in the guest bedroom and not the couch. Wow deans being nice, he must have got laid. I get out of bed and walk outside to see Nikki sitting there with her coffee.
   "Morning" I whisper.
   "Good morning" she smiles and sits up. "There's coffee in there if you want some."
   "Yeah I'll go get a cup, be right back" I smile at her and go fetch me up some coffee. Dean bumps right into me, not sure why he's turned around but ill figure it out.
   "Morning Dean?" I smirk, "everything okay?"
   "Yeah just that dog is giving me the most creepiest look right now and I'm trying to keep my distance but he won't stop following me" Dean whines.
   "Okay, first of all that dog is a girl, and she's following you because she's trained and she think you're being suspicious, so just relax and leave the dog alone" I laugh and Dean does what I said. He's also getting some coffee I'm not surprised Dean loves coffee.
   "So what were you and Nikki talking about last night?" Dean smirks and winks at me.
   "Ugh no Dean nothing like that" I groan and can only imagine what he's thinking right now. "We were just getting to know each other" I roll my eyes and go back outside to Nikki. I take a seat beside her and dean find a chair to sit on.
   "So what's on the schedule for today?" Dean smiles cheekily.
   "Well ask Danyelle, she usually makes the plans" Nikki laughs as he goes off to find Danyelle.
   "Do you actually know what we're doing today" I smile knowing she does know what we're doing.
   "Yup, just did that to get him away" she laughs. "Ugh Sorry this medicine I have to take makes me a little, not me, you know" she laughs. But medicine for what?
   "Oh okay, medicine for what" I ask.
   "Oh nothing important" she throws her hands up in the air and laughs. "Oh by the way you guys are going kayaking, I'm going to my farm house" she starts to stand up. Why does she never want to do anything?
"Oh can I come with you?" I smile and stand up as well.
"Ha, your like a little puppy dog, loves to follow people around" she smirks but then wipes it off her face. "Ugh I'm sorry, it's the medicine again, usually I can catch myself before I stay it, but sometimes it just makes me say things that I would never actually say" she looks down.
"Oh no it's fine" I chuckle, she lifts her head back up.
"Oh but uh if you want you can come to the farm with me, but it probably won't be as much fun as kayaking" she smiles.
"Uhh yeah I'll come to the farm with you, kayaking's not my thing anyways" I say as Dean comes outside.
"Haha oh yeah Sammy here tipped a kayak when he was younger, never liked kayaking after that" Dean chuckles as he fills his face with marshmallows.
"Oh my gosh, I did the same thing when I was younger" Nikki laughs and pushes my shoulder lightly. "Oh uh sorry" she makes a serious face and brushes my shoulder off and walks away to play with her dogs.
"Haha what was that about" dean tries to swallow the marshmallows but fails.
"Oh nothing" I smile and go inside for another cup of coffee.