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jade anderson
I pull up to my new house with my dad , it's pretty average I'd say , but I have other things to focus on then what my house looks like . I'm not ready to go to a new school . I had my friends back home and now I have to restart .
My dad and I left everything . I feel so alone but it's better then something that I know will end . Ever since my parents got in their first fight when I was 7 I knew that love wasn't something I was going to go after. My parents started have real fights shortly after I turned 8 . My parents only just divorced last year and I am now 16 . The fact that they took so long made me more emotionally unstable then I would have if they split when I was younger . I knew my dad stayed because he was scared of being alone and my mom wanted to seem like the perfect women and she didn't care who she hurt . But behind closed doors she completely changes. She would push my dad and scream at him endlessly. I have never told anyone because I don't want to be pitied . Every boy that has ever liked me I pushed away because I'm to scared to feel for anyone . I don't want to be heartbroken. And I plan to do that over and over . I'm content with loneliness at this point.
a/n I'm sorry this is super bad but dinger will be introduced next chapter ☀︎
