Lovato-Jonas

-FIFTEEN-

-jade-

The rest of brunch was really nice. I had a lot of fun spending time with my parents. I'm super close with my mom but dad& I haven't really spent any time together recently just because he's so busy. So I'm glad we had today to kind of catch up a little.We talked about dads new music which he's very excited about. We also talked about me going back to dance which I'm still not sure how I feel about it.

I stopped going to dance a couple months ago because my anxiety got so bad & physically couldn't get myself to go. I have been to the odd class now& again at the studio since then,but mostly I've been having privates at home.

So going back now after this amount of time is going to be hard. I understand where my parents are coming from though. They want me to go again so I'm still being social everyday with my friends since im not going to school. I just don't know if I can handle it. I love dance & I wanna go back but I'm just so anxious about it. I'm going to talk to mom about it later on I think. I know she will be able to help me.

After brunch dad got a Uber home because it's his day off today& he needs to pick Ewan up in like a hour. I was going to go home too but then I decided to stay with mom, she had a writing session at the studio which is where we are now.

I'm just sat in the corner minding my own business on my phone. Mom& the writers are all sat on the floor talking & writing. I feel kind of uncomfortable just because I don't know these writers it's moms first time writing with them so I've never met them. I always feel uncomfortable around new people.

I'm fine though I'm just texting Kai as usual. We have gotten really close since our date, I'm really starting to like him. We are always talking whether it's on FaceTime or texting it's non stop. We haven't seen each other since the date though it's been about a week.

-iMessage-

Kai💛

Jade
Helpp! I'm so bored x

Kai💛
Oh poor baby😂x

Jade
Your meann

Kai💛
Am I really? What you doing anyways?x

Jade
Yes very&At the studio with my mom😩x

Kai💛
Hmm sure;) You in downtown la?xx

Jade
Yeahh, I think soo😂🤷🏽‍♀️
Why?x

Kai💛
Want me to pick you up? The Movies&icecream?🤪x

Jade
My mom will probs say noo:(

Kai💛
Ask her? If she says no it's fine we can FaceTime x

Jade
Okaii xx

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"Madre" I laugh,throwing my phone onto the couch & turning to face her

"Yeah baby?"she asks slightly laughing

"Kai asked me to go to the movies. Can I please go?"

"Right now?"she questions

"Yeah can I? He will pick me up!"