Catfish (being revised for mistakes)

Im going to catch my flight

I went back to my hotel room I was looking up different rehab places in Florida, I know Tampa had a few good ones and south beach as well . I would pay whatever I needed to pay to get my moms straight. I feel really horrible about what's going on with my moms on top of the fact I didn't give Robert the chance to show me who he was.

When he brought up the time when I was 15 and was at my grandmas house for the short period. I never realized what it was for I just thought it was another little vacation. That pained my heart badly knowing my mother is doing whatever to numb her pain. As I continued to look for rehab centers for my ma' I got a FaceTime from Jahseh. Instantly my heart fluttered. And I felt a smile stretched across my face .

I accepted the call and his face appeared.

"Hey beautiful" he said into the camera

"Hi babes" I said smiling

"Can you hear me Okay?" He asked

"Yes I can hear you how was your show ?" I asked

"It was good, really good energy, are you ok?"

"Yes I'm fine since you called" I blushed
"Im glad, everything is ok with your Mom though"

"Yeah"

I watched him walk to his car I could hear screaming fans I heard girls around him and yet he ignored them everything seemed so still. frozen in time and all that mattered was me and him in this moment. We talked for hours about what I wanted out of life. He explained his dreams what he wanted for the youth his music and for each other.

I stayed in Augusta for two more weeks helping around the house.making sure everything was in order for my mom and Robert, I've grown to respect him and appreciate the fact that he's truly a blessing to her. I still was trying to find her a good rehabilitation clinic. Robert and I both agreed to pay half for her wherever she needed to be to get her treatment. I finally flew back to Florida the calls between Jah and I would ease up we wouldn't speak as  much often as before. I missed him very much it's like those things when your day isn't in order cause your routine is messed up and he was my day to day routine.

"So what you trying to do?" Angie said she came coming over with a big bottle of wine. (Perks of having and older bestie)

"I dunno I was thinking of flying out to London to surprise him" I shrugged

"Jay are you sure ?" She looked at me

"Bitch I'm not sure but I do know I really miss him this feels weird ya know?" I said looking down at my hands

"You love him" she said flat out

"WHAT!! NO!!! That's a stretch ok" I said getting up walking to the kitchen getting our glassses.

"No you do I know that look you miss him your giddy about him, you love him and your talking about flying across the ocean to see this pina colada head ass nigxa" we laughed at the last part.

"I dunno Angie I just love the feelings he gives me like I never felt so full before, I never felt so happy" I confessed

"I know trust me, but you need to be careful he's very damaged".

"What you mean?"
"I mean Some one like him loves hard hard not like you or I and trust is I believe a big thing for him chose your words and actions wisely" she said

I thought about what she said and the word damaged was sticking out like a sore thumb. But I didn't care. I really cared for him like a true friend all the bonuses that came with whatever were had was a plus the icing on the cake my feeling would still be the same.

"Fuxk it I'm going to go see him I'm booking my flight for tomorrow and bitch your coming" I said drinking up my wine.

"Wait you want me to go?" She said confused
"Yes I'm not going alone and I know you'd love to see ski fine ass" . I said she instantly smiled.