Catfish (being revised for mistakes)

A l O N E P A R T 3

Laying in my bed without him hearing our baby cry for me. I still couldn't understand. I could not grieve nor have I had a chance to. This was a really bad dream. But I was living this nightmare.

"Mrs.Onfroy, how are you doing?" The doctor came in asking.

"When can I leave this place?" I asked
no feeling

"We will be able to discharge you today" The doctor said.

"Good"

The doctor left out shortly after I was uninterested with anything he had to say. As I held my baby in my arms I looked Xavier in his eyes. They were filled with so much wonder and love. Only two days old and he was so curious.

"Hi mommies baby" I said to him as he latched onto my finger sucking it.

"Knock knock" I heard someone knock and then the enter the door.

"Hey sis, I'm going to be sitting over so get some rest" Tank said kissing my forehead.

"Thank you for coming" I said

"Hey lil man you look just like your daddy, it's no trouble I'm just doing what my vrother wanted me to do" he said

"What is that?" I asked

"Look out for his wife and son, get some rest I got you" he said.

I wasn't tired I didn't want to sleep I wanted my heart back. I started to grow angry at myself I should've stayed home. He would've been with me. I put my son in his bed and rolled over to my side crying silently.

Couple weeks past

We laid Jahseh to rest I let his mother plan everything I didn't want to deal with anything or the labels his music his fans anything. I didn't want to be idolized cause my relationship with him. his fans don't know me and I don't want to be hounded with tagging of his picture and I'm trying to learn to live without him now.

I didn't go to his funeral I didn't want my last memories of him in a casket. I wasn't going to go forward with who I was until I was ready. I still was unsure if I wanted too.

My phone rang I looked at the phone and answered it.

"Hello"

"Jaylynn?" The voice asked

"May I ask who's speaking?" I said unsure to say who I was.

"Ashley"

"What else you want from me?" I spat

"Can you please hear me out I come with good intent" she pleaded

"Mm, go head" I said unbothered

"I want to send my condolences to you and Jahsehs family, I wanted to share something with you but I wanted to share face to face"

"No, whatever you have to say say it now" I said as a matter of fact.

"Ok, I know who killed Jah"

My heart stopped and I froze. I was shook.

"Wait, what, how I mean who is it" jumbled with emotion and shock.

"I am scared for my life" she confessed

"Why?"

"I don't care who you bring with you just bring someone and meet me at Terramar Park, you know where that is"

"Yes I knw where it is, I'll see you in two hours" I said

"Ok"

We both hung up and I dialed Tanks number and had him come with me.