Just a high school crush // Phan

i give up on title names so just take this chapter plz

Seeing as people are adding this to their reading lists and shit let's do another chapter.

(Chapter begins here)

Dan opened his eyes, groaning while stretching his arms out completely and tried to roll over but quickly realizing that there are arms wrapped securely around his waist. He looked beside him to see Phil peacefully dreaming. Dan didn't want to wake up the sleeping beauty so he lightly picked up Phil's arm and pushed it off of him. He did that with the intentions of getting out of the bed but instead he just admired Phil. The way his hair is messy but somehow it still suits him and his dorky personality. The way the little bit of light shining through the window illuminates his pale skin so perfectly. And then Dan wondered, what if he was falling for his best friend? He immediately shook that thought out and replaced it with, 'No of course I don't like Phil. It's just a crush, it'll pass by soon enough.'

But of course it didn't and day after day, and month after month, the feelings Dan had for his friend grew stronger and stronger. Unbeknownst to him,(I think that's how you use it) Phil's feelings were also growing stronger. Of course, no one wanted to make a move, afraid of ruining their friendship.

Dan couldn't take it anymore and on one day when the two were at Dan's house, Dan pushed his lips on Phil's. He noticed Phil wasn't kissing back. So he apologized and then ran out of his own home into the park near his home. He sat on the swing with tears lining by his eyes just wondering why he was "such an idiot". Finally, he broke down, the dam he built around his eyes collapsing, allowing a waterfall of tears come cascading down onto his cheeks and lap.

Dan covered his face, muffling his sobs. (Can I please give Dan a hug?) He thinks Phil hates him now. By now, a couple of people have asked if he was okay and he shooed each of them away. He wanted to be alone at the time being even with his vicious thoughts. Usually Phil would save him from the hellbent place, filled with demons and monsters,(I s2g if anyone makes a pun I'm gonna scream) that is his mind, but he can't go back now, because he ruined his friendship with his only real friend and first crush.

A/N Idk why I made it like this but oh well. Too late now. I hope you like it and I'll see you lovely people later,

         TRASHCAN OUT!

I need friends plz <3