thoughts in the galaxy

HAVE YOU EVER

have you ever thought
you had more until there's
nothing left?

have you ever written
thousands of letters
that you haven't sent?

have you ever wished
you could magically
turn back time?

have you ever said
that you were okay
when you're not fine?

have you ever felt
this hurt inside
you can't explain?

have you ever tried
to just sleep all day
to lessen the pain?

well, i have

and i've been sleeping for
as long as i can remember
i always wake up and find out
that the scars just got deeper

still, i choose to sleep

i always choose to
just sleep and dream my life away
for it's the only place
i'd get to be with you again anyway