Random ideas I have at 2 a.m.

Friendos

Btw, a lot of these will be out of order, or just straight up wrong, because I have the memory of a fly. Also, if any of the people mentioned here are reading this, and don't want this shown on here, just tell me and I will take your part down.

Okay, you all probably know who my two best friends are, Aubrey and Natalie, but I want to talk about how I met all of my friends. 

Alright, let's start with my oldest friend, who I still talk to, Briana. I don't exactly remember becoming friends with her, because this was kindergarten, but I remember Briana was even more timid than me back then. Briana would cry daily, and was very clumsy. But, this let us bond, because we were very similar in that regard. We pretended fairies were real with the other little girls, and played make believe. We drifted apart after we got separated for a while, but we talk to eachother sometimes. We're both car riders, and Aubrey re-introduced us, so we're talking. It's nice to have a friend like Briana when you live in a military town where everyone leaves.

Next, was a girl named Jasmine. We went to daycare together, and just played together there before the daycare brought us to school. She was quiet, but she loved to play with markers. We eventually got too old for daycare though, and stopped talking. Fast forward to present day; guess where we meet? In advanced art class. She was really good at drawing realistic objects, and is still as quiet as ever. Aubrey became friends with Jasmine later on. We don't talk, like at all, but I know her, and we were friends at one point. So... Yeah.

Then a girl named Masey, and another named Kylie. I think. I can't remember if it was Kylie or someone else, but I remember we all were a close trio. But, Masey left later on that year, so it was just us. Later that year, we stopped talking and did really speak to eachother for years, and never really have. But Kylie and Aubrey are friends, so we're sorta talking now. I see her when I go to Aubrey's house, but we aren't exactly friends. 

I met Ryley in second grade, but that was only for a while, we didn't become friends then. In second grade, Before school started, we both had a doctor's appointment at the same time, so we got to wait together. She noticed I was writing, and asked what I was writing about, so I showed her that I was writing a Minecraft Diaries Fanfiction, and she lit up like the sun.

She's obsessed with Aphmau, and though I've fallen out of the fandom, its fun to pretend with her. We don't really talk that much anymore, but she's a part of Aubrey's friend group, and she's fun to hang around.

In fourth grade, there was this girl named Arora. She was a brunette with glasses, and she was adorable. I think I had a crush on her and just didn't know it. But, she was the first person to have me over for a birthday party, that didn't just invite everyone. She was a really good artist. She drew Pokemon, and I still have some drawings she made for me. She moved away after that year, but I still remember her. She reminds me of Aubrey.

In sixth grade, FNAF was in, so I was drawing them. Then, a girl named Destiny, saw me doing so. So, we became friends. And her friend, Kyle, also became friends with me, along with Kyle's boyfriend, I can't remember his name. And that was the first time I had more than two friends at once.

Destiny was my first official crush on a girl. The first time I realized I'm not romantically straight, at least. So, I kept trying to get her attention and giving her tips, to no avail. Then, I found out she was straight, so I gave up. A year later, after we stopped talking, she told me that she wasn't straight. That was one of the most frustrating parts of my life. And I never out-right confessed to her. Hopefully, this isn't how she finds out. Probably not considered she moved schools last year.

Now, Kyle. Kyle got me into MCR and one time we started singing Teenagers and we both just paused when there was a curse, then we started laughing. That was a good memory. Anyway, after losing touch, we became friends again in eighth grade. He was louder and more open about things, which was nice. Before Christmas, I decided to give him a stuffed toy. Then he gave me a toy back, and then he got me another one, and this chain continued for a while until I stopped it. He's a good friend to have, and even though we aren't close, I'd still call us friends.

Then, in the middle of the year of sixth, this girl came in, named Dasha. She was bold and loud, not afraid to break the rules, she immediately got a spot in our friend group. And she was amazing at drawing. I was over Destiny at this point, and I was ready to cling to the next attractive girl I saw. So, I grew a crush in her. At the very end of the year, I confessed to her. I gave her a note, and told her not to read it until she got home. The next day was the last day of school, and our conversation went like this.

"So... Did you read the note?"

"Yeah..."

"..." 

"..."

SO THAT WAS AWKWARD! Luckily, Kyle came in, talking so we didn't have to talk to eachother. She moved away after that.

Now, a little after I met Dasha. Aubrey came in. And honestly, I had no intention with becoming friends with her. She had so many friends that I knew, I would never be able to get a spot in her long list of friends. But, in STEM class, we were assigned partners together. While she was talking to the person to her left, I was drawing on the back of my planner, when she gasped loudly. 

"Is that Bonnie!" 

"Yeah?"

And thus, a friendship was born. We started geeking out together, but STEM class eventually ended, so we didn't see eachother until seventh grade. Where, we got almost all of our classes together, along with a class with Ryley. So, we became a trio, with some other friends. Jed and a rather fit girl who I had a small crush on. I'm not close with Jed and I can't even remember the name of the girl, but they were nice.

And because I was so close with Aubrey, and I could just talk to her friends, there was no need for me to try to make more friends, this led to me being known as the anti-social one, but it was fine because I had Aubrey and Ryley.

Until, eighth grade. I had no classes with either of them, and no way of communicating for half the year. So I was alone for the first quarter. Sure, I had Kyle, but we didn't really talk until after that, so I just sat there awkwardly. That was until, a tall person with a Yuri on Ice shirt moved here.

Natalie was obviously a nerd, so that gave me the confidence to talk to her. Soon, I had another geeky friend, who spent a lot of time with me. Once, while in History we were going over Hamilton's death, and we both were crying so I started singing "Raise a glass to freedom, something they can never take away, no matter what they tell you..." She begged me to stop.

And after that, I got my first online friend. angstwannabe. A wonderful person who is an amazing writer. And is also my oldest friend, considering most of the people talked about here are fourteen. Just a great person in general.

And, yeah. That's all of the people I've ever been friends with. That leaves about six people as my friends. Not too bad considering my social skills.

Oh, also:

These. These are my friends. Reverse alarm clocks. Don't worry, all of you. I got a good nights rest last night. I'll be awake for school tomorrow.