《 Impossible 》~ kian1392 a.i

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hey there, first of all I wanted to thank a very good friend of mine in here whom helped me a lot and is one of the sweetest people i know!

thnx @nialls_princess05 I love ya lots!:))xxx

plus, it's gonna be a long ass chapter because i want you all to get to know bethany and a little bit of ashton better!:)

andddddd I hope you enjoy!:D

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Bethanys pov:

lost.lost was the only word I could come up with. I always knew that people would change but never have i thought that i would be left alone on a monday night and more importantly on a supposed to be a perfect date!

right now while walking hopelessly through dark streets whom i dont have any idea where the hell they are I keep flashing back to my life and all the things I've been through...

i was a girl, a kid whom would spend hours listening to the song never grow up by taylor swift. a tiny little girl who was scared of herself and the future above her...a girl with endless dreams that she never got to make them come true. that was me! simple in three lines.... she has a caring family. she always had but they used to fight a lot and it scared her . thats why she used to be a shy girl and got bullied.people in the schools area still bully her but now she's stronger. simply because that is the only choice she has.

love.a four letter word just like hope....love creates hope in people_she thought.love makes people happier.gives them a reason to live to be alive! love is not just the butterflies in your stomach; it's the hard job of believing in someones soul. love is not just the warm feeling you get when you see someone;it's the feel of guiltiness from breaking the worlds promise. and in the end, love is not all sunshine and daisies; it's the feeling if remorse once those whom you loved leave ....

that's why that little girl never wanted to fall in love! she was scared of the fact that everyone leaves and in the end It Is just you and your life.

she was scared of being scared all the damn time.she felt stupid and she hated that word...

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7:02 .  i looked at my watch for the fifteenth time and thought austin is 2 minutes late.my mom came up to my room and asked me if I'm ok.me being me I just nodded.it's not like he will ask me to be his girlfriend And it's not like i will accept the offer either. I dont date!But i don't know why the hell am i so nervou-

"bethany dear austin is here!" I sigh and get up to head downstairs.

"coming mom." i quickly make my way to the door only to see a very handsome looking austin wearing a navy shirt, skinny jeans and a leather jacket.

he smiles when he see's me.

"you look absolutely amazing bethany." what is with me and blushing today??

"thanks you don't look too bad yourself" "well thanks???" I follow him to his car and nod.

"yea thanks." my little speech makes him laugh while openning the door for me.what a gentleman!

"what are you laughing at bethany???" "aww come on don't call me bethany.I feel so formal when people call me that!"

and ofcurse he replies to me with a smirk.

"you never answered my question bethany" i huff and cross my arms.

"ok ok cupcake i wont call you that" this causes me to smile and try awfully to hide it.