《 Impossible 》~ kian1392 a.i

~~> 9 ♥

Bethany:

fascinating.

fascinating was written all over my face when Ashton showed the view in front of me . It wasn't a fancy restaurant or any kind of cheesy places for picnic. it wasn't somewhere you would think wow its a really rich place. or

woww a perfect place for a perfect date. no! hell it wasn't even a date. If I was another girl, I would've stared at him and told him what is this dump, but, I'm not like the others . I understand the little things . I notice everything. And by everything I literally mean everything.

I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to.

I notice when the way someone talks to me, starts changing.

I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do.

I notice when things change, and it's no longer the same.

I notice every single detail, I just don't say anything.

so I didn't stare at him or bark at him,instead I stared at the sun rise with my mouth hanging open . Here, on top of this abandoned place, standing on the roof, it was enough . I couldn't say a single word because I've never seen a sun rise this much near, like I could touch the sun,it's, amazing . never have I thought Ashton would be a person who likes this places . because he is a tough guy, always trying to push others back . But here, you feel like you're letting the sun in your soul . I don't know, if you asked me three hours ago if I wanted Ashton to let me in and talk about his past with me, I would say no quickly but now, it's like everything has changed . even three hours can change someone's perspective on the other . maybe it's the effect people have on each other or maybe it's the effect Ashton had on me.

Now, I think I might like to be his friend.

"I brought you here to think, it may sound ridiculous but every time I feel like over thinking, i come here and just...think about everything . It helps" he said cracking a smile at me and starting to walk away . nope! not happening.

"there is no way in hell I'm going to let you go" Ashton stops and raises an eyebrow.

"dunno if it was only me that found that sentence rather romantic" he exclaimes laughing . It causes me to laugh too.

" I shrugg and lean closer to have a perfect view of sun, quickly getting distracted by his soft voice,

"I love the sky" he blurts out, I turn my head to look at him . He seems so caught up in his thoughts but when I open my mouth to say "me too", he continues,

"its like, every one cares about stars, but what they don't see is how much the sky is beautiful, the clouds, the light color, it all gives me energy." he said . It makes sense so I added.

"yea and thinking that everyone,good or bad, criminal and saint, beautiful and ugly, lives under the sky, it's like a cover . offen people ask how should we coperate with the stones in the road," I exclaimed,ready to answer but he is faster.

"stones in the road?"

"I save every little one and someday I'll make a castle"  we said in union . then we both broke in a long silence. A very awkward one to be honest, I turned my gaze to the sun that has already rised. and just like how Ashton said, I began thinking. If we both have same thoughts And what not, then why we are so different? I am positive, a completely optimistic person and he, he is just the opposite . can I change him?! one day, on a sunrise exactly like this would he think about me? you are crazy Beth, he doesn't like you . but....do I?