《 Impossible 》~ kian1392 a.i

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I'd like to dedicate this chapter to @danielleisapenguin thanks for voting andddd your story is amazing!:D

sorry if the last chapter was boring i have plans but these first chapters are a little bit... boring you could say!And plz plz plz vote And comment, I wanna know if my story has problems and try to fix'em!

a massive thanks and enjoy!:))

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bethanys pov:

when i was a child, I was always scared, like the scared freak i am now! always afraid of everything and I never wanted to try new things because I was not brave! I remember once my friends dared me to Go to the neighbors yard and play with his dog,me being me, I went there and from the start the dog was chasing me! I was scared to death so I went and knocked theyir house begging them to let me in so that dog couldn't get me . I ended up getting yelled at for breaking people's privacy! All of my so called friends were watching the whole situation so they started teasing me about it and calling me a stupid freak in school that got others to bully me too. First I was not so offended because I knew I was always scared but when it got worse,

I started believing I'm stupid.

After a while no one was my friend not even coming close to me and it was freaking me out! I spent almost all of my nights crying myself to sleep because I was a damn scared to death person . so I told my so positive mom about it and she told me that maybe it's fate! doing this things to make me stronger but their bullying never stopped,and it didn't even make me strong for the sake of God!

Here sitting on my couch eating ice cream and watching sponge Bob square pants, Ashtons words from a week ago keep ringing in my ears.

we don't have to, believe me fate will find a way for us to meet each other again...

I don't believe in fate! I never did, at least life proved me wrong . Every single movement in our lives is our own decision . people make mistakes and tell others it is fate, people hope they're life go well and force themselves to believe that fate will do it for them, ha as if! We are lazy! We let the best things in our life go and think it was fate, fate will find a way!

We have to fight for what we believe in.

fate is a simple made word from these people whom want to blame their life on something else . Fate is not true . Fate is not real .

it's all bullshit!

If it was, why an entire week past and I never even heard an Ashton name?!

"Beth? are you alright? your acting like your questioning your whole existence!"

I jump at alyssa's sudden voice and turn around to face her.

Alyssa was technically the person who showed me a reason to be alive! when everyone in our school was bullying me and making fun of me,she stood up for me and fought this battle with me . First I was more than shocked because I didn't think anyone would care about me . I remember those crying nights that I just talked to God! me telling him that if someone one day be my friend, I will give that person my everything! but I deep down knew this wouldn't happen and no one wants to be friends with me, with me

a stupid little Bethany Collins.

why would someone even try??? and on that time I just stared at her muttered a thanks and started running. so awkward! which right after I regretted walking away like that. It caused me another sleepless night thinking.