《 Impossible 》~ kian1392 a.i

~~> 4 ♥

hey there!:)

I cant literally believe that I'm writing chapter 4 now! thought I never had it in me....

first, I wanna dedicate This chapter to @kashurr ♡ she's a lovely girl and if your reading This alon, thanks for everything!:)

I don't have much people to dedicate the chapters too because the number of this storie's readers gets less by each chapter...

but having this little amount of people still reading makes me happy!

I dont want lot's of readers...ofcurse i would Love to but I want to stay in contact with my readers and having lot's of them makes it kinda hard....

So yeah, enough of Me rambling!:D

ENJOY!

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bethanys pov:

while sitting here waiting my mind was racing, me thinking about lot's of things... my mind goes to the time I've seen that curly head dimple boy! ashton, for no reason maybe because im bored our of my mind! he seemed like he had a rough past! I don't know something deep that you could feel when he laughs and especially giggles!I like his giggles and dimples and I know there is something up with him...and as cliche as it sounds i want to know his story! like, I was never good with reading people...

now my mind goes to the day al told me she's in love with devon... my first reaction was gasping loudly! I was never the One to believe In love and I can't tell someone I Love that person so easily!I don't have it In me!love is wrong. it's about arguing it's about betraying, it's about cheating...and people think that they have to continue anyway because they're In that state! that's why im two steps before them because I can just like people, love is a strong word and I'm not a strong person.....

"beth???" I jump at the familiar voice belonged to a person I now see is standing beside me, al though im one hundred percent sure he tried to keep his voice as calm as possible so he wouldn't scare me oblivious to the fact That I'm always a scared freak.

I blink twice until i see him completely, In the dark.

"ashton?" I want him to confirm that so i know I'm not imagining things and to my surprise he nods.

"yea that's me." that's were I without hesitation jump in his arms And hug him tight, whispering softly in his ear that in so happy he is here.first he was a little taken back but soon he started hugging me back.

"I was just passing by and then saw you, what are you Doing here beth?"

I stare at him thinking whether to tell him or not.he kinda saved my life so he deserves to know!

"long story! my date ditched me..." I say it through greeted teeth.his eyes softens.

"uh im sor--" "I don't need your pity ashton." I give him a glare.

"it's not pity beth  understand you, that's why I'm feeling sorry."he's idea seems logical but I'm tired of this things Oh wait,he understands me?

"what do you mean, you understand me???"he isn't looking at me he's looking at the long road but i can see his wide eyes after my question.

"nothing important i mean i can put myself in your shoe's and try to understand how you feel...just this."

"no It isn't just this!" "it is" "will you just tell me what it is?" i asked while looking at him and walking.slowly beside him.He looks at me for two seconds and then again looks away.

"no" and I groan. "why?" this time he sighs and kicks a rock in his way.

"because, I just met you two days ago!" "and?" I furrow my eyebrows.