《 Impossible 》~ kian1392 a.i

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hey!:)

I know it's a little weird that sybil suddenly came in the story but, I want to show the effect of change on different kinds of human being and as I said in this story, technicaly impossible things come possible!

yea sooo enjoy!:Dxxx

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Bethany:

some people say once you will face your biggest fears...it doesn't matter if that time is two years later or right after the time you found out about that!

sybil Lockheart, sybil Lockheart, sybil Lockheart, sybil freaking Lockheart!

why now??? why me? Why in front of Ashton?

I was staring at her for five solid minutes I think! Then I ran off, I started running with all I had inside I don't even know were I'm running off to but to me, right now it seems like I'm having a contest with the wind! they're calling voices fading slowly...I run and run and run until I find a park, I go in and sit on the ground, in front of a swing set, how good it would feel if I was a child now...living a perfect life and being in my own world of fairy tales...If someone asks me who is your favorite singer,I will definitely say Taylor Swift! not because of her pretty face and perfect body, but because of that angelic voice and amazing lyrics of her songs. ..

never grow up by her  being my favorite song. I slowly stand up and go sit on the swing. first struggling but then I find the technic to swing perfectly.

your little hands wrapped around my fingers and it's so quiet in the world tonight

your little eyelids flutter cause your dreaming so I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night Light

when I was barely six years old, I used to draw my dreams right after I woke up so I wouldn't forget them . I remember taking a look at my drawings and laughing at how nonsense my dreams were! it was so funny!

to you, everything's funny

you got nothing to regret,

I'd give all I have honey

if you could stay like this....

but I couldn't, I had to grow up and find myself struggling in much bigger problems...I can't deny the fact that I'm scared, I am . I'm scared of being embraced in front of Ashton. she will make fun of me again, that's for sure,

oh darling don't you ever grow up

oh darling don't you ever grow up

you could stay this little...

oh darling don't you ever grow up

don't you ever grow up

it could stay this simple....

"no offense but you got a shity voice, the song is amazing though who's the singer?"

this time I don't jump at her sudden voice like I always do. even though it scared the living shit out of me . I can sense the joke in her comment but choose to ignore it and stare blankly in front of me while swinging up and down .  When I noticed she is not letting go of me and disappear from the back of my eyes, I lose control and ask her calmly but harsh.

"what do you want?" she chuckles a bit and shakes her head . was it a funny a thing??!

"I don't want anything, I'm here to talk."

"obviously"

"listen betha-"

"don't listen Bethany me, I'm enjoying myself here so go and leave me alone."