Causes of My Utopia (BTS Fanfic)

Trusting Roses

I woke up and quickly looked around at my surroundings. I realized that I had stayed in my office the whole night, which personally didn't mind after all I was afraid to leave them alone too soon. I got up and headed towards the solitary hallway until just briefly spotting Jen packing up in his office. My tracks stopped and began to walk backward and stopped at his doorway. "Knock knock," I said while looking at him. The room was filled with awkwardness and silence giving the fact of what happened to us yesterday. Part of me wanted to stay and talk of and put because if we don't do it now we won't have a chance later, however, the other part of me wanted to walk out of here at this very moment. Jen looked at me with a weak smile.

"Hana." He simply said my name in a tired voice. He made his way towards me taking my hand and giving it a soft squeeze from what he is telling me with his eyes were guilt of what he did or what he didn't have a choice to do. "Tell them I'm sorry they have every right to hate me." He added.

"Why didn't you just reject her offer." I wanted him to just reject the stupid offer and stay here with us so we could take care of them like we were doing before all this mess but from the looks, he was going to me he wasn't going to reject anything.

"Because I want to get them out as well and me being stuck here won't do nothing so if I go to the higher-ups I might have a chance after all three out of seven are perfectly healthy they just want to stay with the others." I was slightly shocked to hear that three out of the seven were actually healthy. I mean some of them gave off an excellent acting performance I'll give them that.

"Which one are they?" I asked even though I had the feeling which of the three was actually healthy. He stared at me for a long period of time before telling me.

"Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook."

"I knew it! I knew it was Namjoon he was a way to calm and really didn't show anything and he really can't act the part but I give him credit but Jin and Jungkook really?" I was confused to know that Jin and Jungkook were actually healthily. Jin was spot on with his illness that was an Oscar-winning performance. Jen nodded as he spoke to explain.

"Namjoon had an addiction problem but he recovered a year ago. He was released but he choose to stay with the six, Jin really didn't have a problem he was faking it which by the way he is an excellent actor but he later confessed to me that he is actually healthy but, he is choosing to stay with the others as well. Jungkook well he tried to act and it worked for a couple of days but he told me he wanted to stay with his hyungs because without them he wouldn't have anything to live for so yeah that is about it." He finished explaining and it now made more sense on why they trusted so heavily on each other. "I hope they understand why I am leaving...please they can hate me but they have to keep trying Alright. Drag me if they want but I just want them to just try even harder." He looked into my eyes waiting for my approval waiting for a promise and I understand where Jen was getting at if we wanted to help them get out he had to be a higher up. I looked at him and gave a determined look.

"Then do your best and I promise they will continue on!" Jen just smiled and this time it wasn't forced it was actually genuine. I smiled back and he hugged me.

"I trust you with then Hana." Then backed up and walked off leaving me standing in his old office.

I silently made my way towards the solitary hallway where they were two male nurses standing guarding them. "Doctor Kuroi," I spoke out showing them my ID card. Thankfully I had it with me and didn't leave it at home that lady was right. Keep it with you always for cases like these. The nurses looked at my ID then looked at me for a minute before letting me in with a key they had given me. It was the keys to the rooms of the boys. "I'm gonna let them out now," I said while unlocking the doors. The nurses looked at each other but they knew they really didn't care as they shrugged and walked off. I looked at the doors as they opened but not one of them came out. Were they afraid? Were they sleeping? I managed to call out the boys.