Causes of My Utopia (BTS Fanfic)

In the mind of a fallen love

Warning: mini touchy and violence subjects ahead so just a warning coming through. Don't mend to offend anyone so again a warning.

I was dreading this appointment. It was the last one of them all for the week and it had to be him. Park Jimin. I was feeling nervous but I'm not even at work so pull yourself together! I slapped my face a bit before hearing soft meows coming from the side of my car. I checked to find two baby kittens laying on one another. One was almost all black but had the legs in white fur. The other one was grey with black spots on them. I smiled softly as I picked both of them up and put them in an open box. I set them gently on the passenger side of my car and I headed to the drivers. I knew exactly what to do with them and I know they will be very much loved.

JiYoon P.O.V (oh yeah she has one)
I walked into the living area where I spotted park Jimin already up. I could feel my blood boil when I knew the reason why he was up so early. To see that stupid woman who isn't worthy of them! I know I'm worthy I should've kept them under my care. My mind stopped as Jimin turns to look at me. His soft brown eyes looking at me and only me as if nothing else existed but me. I could feel my heart flutter as I held my breath. He loves me. I know he does! Jimin got up and quickly tried to walk off but I stopped him. He flinched, he always finches and I hated that because I would never ever hurt the love of my life. "Jimin why do you always flinch when I'm around you?" I asked while slowly raising my hand to his face. He didn't say anything and just back up a bit. "Jimin I'm talking to you," I said with a low warning tone. His lips trembled as he slowly looked at me. His eyes now watered and I could see the fear in them. No, don't fear me! I love you! I wanted to say that but I couldn't. I stepped closer as I leaned in I could hear him whimper.

"Please leave me alone. Don't hurt me." He said in a low whispering trembling voice. I shook my head as I grabbed his face and made him look at me.

"I would never hurt you. I love you and you know that." I said lovingly at him. My eyes gazing at his face loving every detail about him. I knew he was destined to be with me and only me! I slowly leaned in and kissed his cheek which caused him to jerk back. "No!" He yelled as he had a tear run down. I was slowly starting to get annoyed by Jimin's actions and the additive he displayed.

"Jimin, come back I want you to make me feel good. Just like the old times." I said with a smile. He just shook his head while walking back.

"No! I don't want to! I never wanted to!!" He spoke with a cracking voice. I balled my fist as I was letting my anger get the best of me. No Hana is keeping him all to herself! She's ruining his mind and everyone else's! My fist balled up and went towards Jimin but it stopped. Someone caught my fist just in time. I slowly looked up to see the person who stopped me. It was Tae...no Taehyung, my heart stopped as I tried to free my hand. I've always hated Taehyung. He would always fight back to my nice doings. He would never appreciate my love for them.

"Let me go!" I said while still trying to pull away. Taehyung I never messed with him or they are the most dangerous ones out of the seven right after Hoesok who was second dangerous but Hoesok had a weak spot however Tae/Taehyung doesn't.

"I'm afraid I can't." He simply said. I then confirmed that this was indeed Taehyung his eyes go darker than usual and he always carries this sinister smirk. His grip began to feel tighter as he then glares at me. "Are you seriously trying to do this again!? Leave Jimin alone! Don't you dare come after Hobi and the others!" He warned. "Do you honestly think we're gonna fall back to your hands!? Your one sick bitch! You're always calling us crazy and even calling me a monster. But who is the actual monster here!" He said in a disgusted expression on his face. I glared back as I grabbed the nearest object which was a vase that was on the counter. I hit him across the head. The case breaking against his head was so satisfying, I wanted to do it again. His head jerked back which caused him to lose balance and fall. I got on top and started hitting him. It felt good it was taking pleasure from me until I was pushed off by Jimin.